|Louis Tomlinson Imagines|

We'll Miss You, Johanna

okay here we go. I can't believe that she's gone. she's no longer here and that won't process through my mind. I don't think any of expected this. She gave birth to the man i love so dearly. To the man who's made me who i am today. Together, they've gone through so much together- it's unbelievable. I look up to Jay and Louis as what I want me and my mum to be. She's been a part of my life, as well. At first i was hoping this was all fake, but it isn't. And i can't seem to get that through. But what could we have done? It was her time and we couldn't have done anything to stop that. We lost a member of our family but don't forget that we still all have each other and we will continue to grow strong. Louis has gone through so much and he deserves so much more and I say that every single day. I wanna be there and tell him that it's okay. It was bound to happen and tell him all the things he deserves to hear. He's such a strong man and that never ceases to amaze me every single day. He's my superman and I will love him for infinity as cheesy as that sounds. I couldn't concentrate on anything at school and all i could do was cry. I'll miss her and keep her in my heart forever. Believe it or not, she was a second mom to me. I looked up to her a lot. stay strong, Peter Pan. ❤️