Drowning- a Chris motionless fanfiction- sequel

Unwanted

-Crystal's POV-

"Move!! Dumb bitch" so one pushed me into a locker.
I sighed, and slammed my locker door and headed to the front gates.
This month has been pure hell.
All the kids seem to think it's utterly hilarious now that I have parents who are apparently creepy, crazy phsyco killers with tattoos.
It's not even just the kids, the teachers too,
I came into school with a black eye the other day and the teacher automatically thought Chris did it.
Not to mention Chris has been really cranky from work, he has even decided to make it up to me and picked me up from school.
I got in the car,
"Hey honey how was school"
I gave him a tried look as I clicked my seatbelt.
"Did they beat you again?" He asked hurt,
"Yep"
"That's the-
"Third time this week, yeah I know" I sighed
He took my hand and kissed it as we drove off.
"Me and Emily have got something to tell you when you get home,"
"What are you taking me back to the orphanage is that it"
"No why would you think that"
"I dunno I jut got the sense you didn't want me around after a while"
"Well that's obviously not true I think you overthink things too much"
"I can't help it I'm sorr-
"Well it's obviously getting out of hand" he snapped
I gulped and looked down,
" what am I supposed to do that's how I feel, I can't help how I feel sometimes"
" neither can I but I don't let that get the best of me and end up being so negative towards people all the time" he raised his voice
"Well obviously your lying there then!"
"How?!"
" you have been yelling at me and Emily for the past three weeks because of your fucking work!  You don't  ever seem to switch off from your work and family life that you treat us like your bosses"

"How dare you speak to me this way!  I took you in and gave you a far better place than you ever will be! If it wasn't for me you wouldn't be where your at!"

"You'd be nothing without me!" He beamed,
"Your right, I would be, but I would rather be nothing than be unwanted. And I sure hell would rather be in that place than to be stuck with you"
I slammed the door and headed to the front door in tears.
Chris hit the car wheel with rage,
"No I didn't mean that, baby wait!"
"Leave me alone!"
I got into the house and headed upstairs,
"Crystal what's wrong darling" asked Emily,
"Ask Chris"
Chris came through and Emily knew exactly what went down,
I could hear them arguing in a hushed tone from upstairs.

-Emily's POV-

"Honey- I told you to not do this"
"Yeah well it fucking happened!" He yelled,
"Babe, why are you so aggressive lately"
"I don't know.. I said a lot of things I regret"
"You have to talk to her"
"I will don't worry, I have to say sorry I was totally out of order, I just need air right now"
"Alright, just please don't let this album get to your head "
"I know Emily, I know" we hugged and kissed softly,

-Crystals POV-
Great, not only have I been beaten today, I am the cause of two great arguments.
I have messed this family up,
I should be punished at once.
I grabbed a blade and ran it across my skin, blood dripping into the sink,
I winced and squeaked in pain.
I wiped the blood away and pulled on a hoodie and some bracelets.
I lay on the bed and brung my pillow to me.
Thoughts ran though my head.
I'm so ungrateful.
Your nothing without me
Their love life is dying cause of me
I spoiled this place.
It's all my fault
I should leave
No one wants me
I closed my eyes and began to cry,
I'm sorry dad...

Hey guys so so so sorry I haven't updated in forever, been too caught up with my main story but I will try and get back into this.
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