(((( A/N O2L HIT 1 MILLON SUBSCRIBERS IM CRYING AND IN SHOCK IM SO PROUD OF THEM IM LEFT SPEECHLESS I LOVE THEM SO MUCH NOW I CAN SAY IVE BEEN THERE BEFORE 1 MILLON))))
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"Where's Jc?"
"I thought he was with you" Ms. Castillo said as she released from the hug wiping her eyes
"No I woke up and he was... he was gone"
"Oh no, the last time I said that one of his relatives was in the hospital he was missing for a week" She got more worried
"Ms. Castillo do you have any idea where he went"
"No I don't..."
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Jc's Pov
I went to the beach to clear my head
Mel is probably worried sick but at this point I don't care I don't care about anything.
First it was my grandma now it's my dad can things can get any worse... of course it can
My phone rang about 20 times all from the same person. Mel.
I never bothered to pick it up.
I just stared at the ocean thinking.
What if he dies...
Was all that was going threw my head
I need to go back to Texas.
I left the beach and walked home it took about 10 minutes to get there when I walked in I saw my mom and Mel crying hysterically.
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Mel's Pov
I was still at Jc's house hoping for him to come home. He eventually did I tried to stop crying but it was no use
I ran up to him and hugged him tight never wanting to let go. Jc kept his hands to his side his face had no expression but his eyes... His eyes showed how emotionally drained he was.
I felt horrible that I couldn't do anything to ease his pain. My worst nightmare is for him to pack up his things and leave...
And that's exactly what he did.
"I need to leave Mel. I need to be with my father while I still can"
I felt my heart crack into a million pieces.
My worst nightmare was coming true. the person I'm in love with is leaving and who knows if he ever comes back.
At this point I was bawling my eyes out.
****At the airport****
Jc's Pov
I'm leaving everything behind the person I love the person that makes me happy the person that keeps the negative thoughts away just to go home to someone that's probably already dead.
Dead. Was the word that kept on replaying in my head
"Jc..." I heard Mel say while she had her head in the crook of my neck
"Yeah" I responded looking down at my shoes
"Look at me Jc"
"What Mel" I snapped
"You can't just leave Jc you can't leave everything behind"
"Leave what behind. This?!? This relationship was never going to work anyways! Face it we're just two fucked up depressed young adults that happen to meet and kiss and so call fall in love with each other" I snapped at her once again
"You don't mean that Jc" I could hear how hurt she was in her voice
She picked up her head from the crook of my neck, held onto my hand and shook it saying
"Tell me you don't mean that Jc. Look into my eyes and tell me you don't mean that!" I could tell she was crying
"I can't"
She hugged me tight and I hugged back
"I didn't mean what I said Mel I love you. I'm sorry you met a fuck up like me."
"Jc... You're the best thing that's ever happened to me you're the one that keeps me happy. You can't say this relationship won't work cause it will I know it will promise me no matter how rough things get we will never leave each other"
I kissed her.
"I promise Mel"
We kissed again with more passion
"Flight 142 to Houston Texas" A flight attendant said threw the loud speaker
"I love you Jc"
"I love you Mel"
It hurt to see Mel cry so hard and me being the reason hurt more but it's not like I'm going to be in Texas forever... right?
I gave my mom a hug
My sister
My brother
And Mel last
I walked up to the gate and waved goodbye to them letting a tear slide down my cheek.
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I looked out the airplane windows wondering if my father would be ok
How long I would stay in Texas
If I ever go back to California
Back to be friends
Back to my YouTube career
I'm leaving everything behind
But my family means everything to me and it hurts knowing that the people you love don't last forever.
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