Finding You

Chapter ~~3

“Navia, stop this. This is your body, control your power. You must fight it and gain control. You have the strength, fight it.”

            Her expression changed again. She looked sad and frustrated. I could see she was fighting. Her pupils retracted and I could see the whites of her eyes again. Though her pupils had shrunk they still covered the green in her eyes. She shook her head, and I felt defeat was over her.

“Yes you can” I encouraged her. She mouthed the word help. “I cannot, you must do it on your own. You have the strength, just focus on controlling your body.” I hope that helps her.

“Those eyes” she said shocked. In that instant her pupils shrank to their normal size and she passed out after that.

            I caught her before she fell. What did she mean by ‘those eyes’? It makes no sense. I will ask her, when she wakes up, what it means. I got off the wall and walked over to where Navia stood before, looking out onto the city around us. It looked beautiful. The sun was beginning to rise. I guess it took me longer to calm down Navia than I thought it did. The sun had begun to rise and the sky was orange and pink. I stared out to the city, and the minutes just passed by. 

“It’s so beautiful” Navia whispered.

            I looked down at her. Her green eyes were shimmering in the dull light of the sky. Her head gently rested on my shoulder. She looked up at me with a small smile on her lips. I want her, I want all of her. I cannot remember wanting anything more than I want her right now. Slowly I put her down on her feet. I leaned down and kissed her. Her lips were soft and damp. I smelt roses all around me. Maybe I am being too pushy. I just basically forced myself upon her. I pulled away unsure. I have never felt like his before. Usually I am so sure and confident with what I do. But with Navia I am not so sure. Navia put a hand behind my neck, and pulled me to her.

Our lips met with force. Her lips were moving eagerly against mine. I could almost feel the need rolling off of her. She continued to pull me towards her. I pressed my body against hers. This time neither of us was hesitant. My whole body was beginning to heat up. What is this?  I have not felt heat since before I changed. It is an amazing feeling. I have kissed many people before, but no one has ever made me feel this.

            Navia’s sweet breath filled my senses, and it wrapped around me. Waves of pleasure rolled down my body. Her hand slid up my neck and into my hair. My hands began to move up her sides, I could not stop them. The more I felt of her the more I never wanted to let go. As the moments passed our kiss got deeper and deeper. I moaned, and my whole body shook with it. Navia gave a little gasp into my mouth. As we kissed it seemed that everything around us vanished. Nothing else mattered except the most perfect creature that I held in my arms. I felt something wet on my cheek. I pulled back to find out what it was. It was rolling down my left cheek. I brushed my cheek to find a tear, but not mine.  (Demons can cry but it is a mix of blood and saline.) Why is she crying? Am I hurting her? I knew I should not have done this. Now I have hurt her.

I looked to Navia, who was breathing hard. Navia had a matching tear going down her right cheek. (Demons do not need to breathe. Some Demons pretend to breathe to fit into human society better.) I want more of her. I licked the tear that was rolling down her cheek. I hoped that made up for what made her sad before. Navia let out a soft sigh, of what I hoped was pleasure. Navia placed both her hands in my hair and began to move them in a circular motion. It felt like a massage.

            I bent down and kissed her neck. I trailed kisses up her neck, to her cheek, and finally to her smooth lips. I gave her one long kiss then pulled away. I have to stop this before it gets out of hand. She was looking up at me, her green eyes bright with excitement. Out of nowhere she giggled. I gave her a questioning look but she just shook her head.

“What is so funny?” She shook her head again. “Do you refuse to tell me?” She nodded. No one has ever refused me anything. I picked her up and held her close to me.

            I walked through the door leading back inside and down the stairs. I headed back to her room with Navia safely in my arms. By the time we got to the fifth floor Navia had fallen asleep. The red headed nurse saw us and rushed over. She looked panicked and frazzled. She stuck two fingers under Navia’s chin.

“She has fallen asleep” I said trying to ease some of her panic. After some questions and a little examining the nurse told me to put her in her room.

            I did so and laid her down in bed. I covered her up with a blanket. Lifting her knees to her stomach, she curled her body up. She looks so peaceful. I pulled up a chair, and sat down next to Navia.

Her beauty is like none of her time. Hers reminds me of the time which I grew up in. For centuries I have craved the beauty of my youth. I searched for it, over the valleys and through the countries. The irony of just stumbling upon her stings like lemon in an open cut. But I welcome it none the less. For hours I sat in that chair watching her, thinking about her, longing to be with her. Though she lay in front of me, she seemed too good to be true, and she might disappear at any moment. I stayed up all night watching her.

I lay down in bed next to her, in complete serene silence. Navia began to toss and turn. I had observed from the last couple days that when she began to toss she was usually about to wake. Navia became very restless and rolled on top me. She curled her body and laid there. Her warmth began to spread and warm my body. Her scent rushed up my nose, making my mouth water. Navia shifted on top me. Her hand was moving over my stomach.

Is she awake? Her finger trailed in circles, lightly caressing my stomach. I began to feel aroused. Shivers were running up my spine. Her touch was sending electric waves through my whole body. I closed my eyes and got swept away in her touch. It felt as though I was drowning in her touch and I did not want to be rescued. My senses tuned in on her, and I focused on the beautiful woman lying on top of me. I heard her soft even breaths, felt her gentle caress, and smelt the rose scent coming from her neck. I must taste her. All of me needed her.

I opened my eyes, and turned her so she laid flat, her stomach on mine. Her head slumped to my shoulder. Her eyes were closed and she was asleep. Her hand was still moving, but now it danced in the sheets. Carefully, with both hands I lift her head, and brought it to mine. I brushed my lips against hers. Her eyelashes began to flick against my cheek. I moved her head back slightly, so we were still very close. Slowly her eyes half opened, revealing the clearest green eyes. She almost looked like she was in a trance.

“Good Morning” I whispered.