If she's being honest with me it will work out, if she has not been honest with me it will still work out, only with different circumstances involved in the arrangement. A person can lie to themselves all they like and get away with it but they're only fooling themselves if they think that they can lie to me and get away with it because I will honestly keep it going until I exhaust all angles because of it. At which point I will be close to death if not dead. Yet the situation will still exist, I will persist even to the point the lie kills me. I will do this out of the frustration of being lied to in the first place.
This is my family tradition. If you ask me who started it, I couldn't answer that question for you because it appears to me as though it may have skipped a generation. Yet I cannot say that with certainty only because I have not and have no intention of ever looking back to discover the rest of the story. I rarely take phone calls and I will talk to relatively few people on skype. If I get request on skype I answer, quite often I am asked to go to another site where I am to pay to talk to this person. No one is that important to me.
I am going to give this another five or six years tops before slipping into all out Alzheimer mode where I will most likely just read and still hope for the best. I'll be going outside in the morning, looking for my 5 gallon pail only to see a paved lot and highway in front of me. I will run back inside and into the bathroom because I will be afraid of the change, hopefully I will remember to take of my underwear before I urinate. If I don't, I am not going to worry about it because chances are I would not have the day before either. Right, another thing you should know is Alzheimer's disease runs in my family too, remind me later when I've forgotten.
