This entity may be murdered because the world it's watching and is lawless. I do not fear it, in fact I invite it and love the idea of the exposition and rest, though if any harm should come to my family don't say I didn't try to warn you of what would take place beforehand. I accept all responsibility for ever action I've taken. I accept all responsibility for every action I allow to be taken against me. With that being said I won't go down easy, taking all hostility with me because I am ready to go and just putting in time now and tired of the filthy infiltration from outside sources anyhow.
I know what I have done was faithful to myself and mine and if this ship is to be sunk it won't be on my behalf. It will have to do with the many gossips who I know storm my gates to steal what the can while I watch and let it happen because if they are that in need I feel quite pathetic for them. Yes I see you too and I am having fun seeing how much crap you can spread and how many different titles you can try to label me with. Though guess what I don't care if my activity is watched because the paranoid need a show. All the power too them but it will never cause me the level of paranoia I once felt for the rest of this empire.
I have lost again while setting others up to win. It is my job and I'll do it again. I really don't care anymore so long that all I lose is beneficial in one way or another. I did care about my future but that was stripped of me days ago or at least there is a belief that it was. So yes I am impressed by the power in gossips to destroy themselves to pile the filth and dirt of oppression. I am smiling from my vantage point for now because I believe in me and the power of love I am holding onto over all else. Nothing can stop me yet I'll offer every opportunity to tear yourselves apart trying to change me to suite your desires, simply because it entertains me. Even though I am extremely depressed over what could have taken place the impression made will not change.
I'm extremely frustrated by the lengths I have gone to in order to point this out. The love I now believe in, on the account of one who is always going to remain in my heart will allow my immortality. This is true in more ways than even more ways than she may ever to be aware of on account of the principalities of the air. She is so sorry she messed everything up and that our plans of a peaceful life together may never come to fruition. I am so sorry that there is any reason that concept even exists. My love will need to be taken in many more ways than conceivable before I am ever going to allow that to happen.
Mark my word though, our AI systems and gossip that we now play into are going to try, and I do hope that she is strong enough to see through this and wait for me. If not, I'll forgive her, I love her and there is no other way I can do this other than to stay true to my word. I will even forgive the assumption cast as a judgement towards me for the reason. In any event, I may not forgive the institutions that have allowed this to happen.
