Lost and Insecure

Chapter 1: Intro Dave

~Cause everything you thought I would be~

"David" Rose walked back into the room to a stoic blonde on his cell phone stuffing necessities into a back pack, along with his college books. "Yes John I'm packing those too-Rose can you grab the small box on the top shelf there. Thanks" He pointed to a box in the top of his closet. It was a shoe box, what was inside wasn't important at the moment. Rose handed him the box and he zipped up the bag he packed, Dave grabbed his headphones and draped them around his neck. Putting his cellphone charger into his laptop bag, to accompany his laptop, a well known voice boomed startling all three, Rose, Dave, and John. "Where do you think you're going?" Dave hung up immediately on John, and Rose took the cover for him; ultimately saving his ass. "Mom and I are taking David to Jonathan's tonight, they have a massif film project due on Tuesday they still have to film. Not that you'd mind, since it is school related." She gave a smug smile to Bro and he eyed them both suspiciously.

~Has fallen apart right in front of you~

"Is this true?" Bro asked Dave and the blonde nodded "Yea, I can even show you the project outline if you don't believe me, I'll be at Johns for a few nights. Don't worry about me so much, I'll be fine" He spat and Bro gave him a look of, 'You little cocky ass I will end you'. "Okay, just check in every now and again" Bro turned walking out. Obviously not caring, just not wanting Dave to run to authorities.

Dave smiled at Rose a bit "And the move is a go" Rose grinned texting John the same words. 'The move is a go.'

~Every step that I take is just another mistake to you
and every second I waste is more than I can take.~

The door shut with a loud slam, the engine roared and off they left. Dave had finally escaped. He was finally free of that hell he had put up with his entire life up until that moment. Thanks to his sister, best friend, and his step mom; he was free. No longer waiting to bleed out on the roof of their apartment "Roxy, do you really think that this is the best idea? I mean what if Bro finds out I'm moving out permanently and attacks me...or worse. What if he attacks John?!" Dave asked worried, as they drove along main street towards Jade and John's town house.

"I think you'll be fine and you should really stop worrying so much, take a break and have a drink. cut loose and go to a party, like a normal collage student. Have fun and be the 19 year old you are." She smiled back at Dave and he nodded. "Thanks Rox."

"Anytime Kiddo, now have fun tonight. Go to that party with Rosie would ya'? Teach her how to have fun!" Dave nodded getting out of the car when they pulled up to Johns place. "Can do, Thanks again" Roxy waved as he got out and took his stuff. "Like I said, anytime. Love ya'!" "Love you too" He hip checked the door shut and made his way to John's door as Roxy sped off.

~I've become so numb, I can't feel you there.
Become so tired, so much more aware.~

Jade swung the door open, a preppy high pitched voice squealed out "Dave!!! You're actually here! I couldn't believe John when he said you'd agreed to move in-Do you need any help?!" She rambled hopping over and taking one of Dave's bags. He smiled a bit "Thanks Jade, I appreciate the help. Now, Get John to take the rest and all will be perfect." He joked with her a bit.

The giggle from her was so high pitched only dogs could hear. Dave walked through into the entrance hall of their place, walking into the living room dropping his shit onto the couch before stumbling upstairs into John's room. "Hey Egdork, I need some gauze time for my hourly change. Lalonde's orders."

"Hey Dave! Rose has really got you under control huh? Yea, the gauze is under the sink in the washroom help yourself. If you need help, Jades best at it. I'd probably get myself tangled in your wrap." He laughed and snorted his dork laugh. Dave nodded and made his way to the washroom.