Lost and Insecure

Chapter 1: Intro Dave

~I'm tired of being what you want me to be,~

Blonde hair swooping out of his eyes, dripping with sweat. Panting hard as cold air hit his hot body, sending shivers down his spine. Another swing-blood trickled down his arm. Dave looked over at his Bro fixing his sunglasses on his face before turning quickly, striking Bro in the forearm with his katana. Blonde dripping hair blocked his vision as he dropped the katana. Breathless, dropping to his knees and just looking ahead at his brother.

~Feeling so faithless lost under the surface.~

A pair of sunglasses hit the roof with a clatter, followed by only the noise of panting from two breathless boys. Red eyes glaring through blond hair, hitting the older like daggers. Dave coughed into his hand, wiping away the blood that came out of his mouth. spitting a bit of blood onto his sunglasses, standing up, turning away and leaving his older brother on the roof. Leaving his Bro, his shades, his katana, and his will to live.

~Don't know what you're expecting of me,~

The blonde descended the ladder back into the apartment and walked back to his room, running himself a cold shower. Dave removed his sweaty skinny jeans and stepped in the shower. The cold water running down and covering every inch of his body. It was relieving. He sighed softly and ran his fingers through his hair, slowly scrubbing away the blood and sweat, his body stung from the water hitting old and new cuts. Blood lined the bathtub floor, swirling around the drain and going down. Dave washed his body carefully, the only thought going through his mind was,

What more could he want from me?

~Put under pressure of walking in your shoes.~

Dripping wet, the towel barely doing its job, Dave dried off. The now sore blonde slid into sweat pants and a loose t-shirt. Grabbing a bottle of apple juice from the fridge and sitting in his room, with the mistake of leaving the door open. The crack of the bottle opening was heaven to Daves ears, then the feeling of the cold cider substance flowing through his body made him feel a lot better. That was until his bottle was punctured by a sword-a katana to be exact, his katana.

"Dave, did I say we were done strifing?" The blondes eyes widened red flashing to look directly into Bro's shades. "And your disgusting eyes should be covered- where the fuck are your shades?!"

~Every step I take is another mistake to you.~

"I donno, the roof?" Dave retorted to his brother, wasn't the smarted choice, because it earned him a back hand to his face. His pale skin going red, freckles standing out more than ever. "Do I really have to wear them? I mean, at home I see no point-"

"You're a disgrace. A disgrace that I get to put up with." Bro cut him off, "Now stop being a little pussy and get your skinny ass up on the roof and finish what you started." He spat at the blonde and walked off. Dave sighed looking at his now spilled apple juice and got up, grabbing his sword.

"Goddamned Bro always spilling my aj" Dave climbed back up to the roof, this time, angry.

~I've become so numb, I can't feel you there.~

Dave dashed onto the roof and slashed his katana against Bro, letting out his anger. He watched as blood dripped own his body, the only noise he could hear was the buzzing in his head telling him to kill Bro, that he deserved it. So Dave lost it. Slash after slash, clank of metal on metal, blocking the others attack. Slowly, their footing leading them closer to the edge of the roof, closer to falling off. The blond breathless took another lounge at Bro, his sword driving into the others side. Dave pulled the sword back and looked at Bro terrified, dropping the sword. He stepped back three steps before falling back, a shriek from himself as he watched his brother bleed out before him.