Lost and Insecure

Chapter 1: Intro Dave

~Become so tired, so much more aware.~

"Oh my god! Bro!!" Dave got up running over and Bro who looked at Dave with anger in his eyes. "What the hell do you think you're doing?! Get the fuck away from me before I kill you! If I were an actual enemy and you hurt me you'd fucking run you idiot!" Dave looked at him and shook his head.

"NO YOU'RE HURT GOD DAMN IT LET ME FUCKING HELP YOU!!!" Dave cried to him and Bro pushed him back, where Dave sliced his calf on the sword that was there. His leg bleeding immensely and it was dangerous. Bro laughed "Look at what you've done now! You stupid child, why can't you just do what I tell and teach your for once?!"

~I'm becoming this, all I want to do~

Dave looked at his hands, they had his brothers blood on them. Bro wasn't the monster, it was Dave. Dave had tried to kill his Bro. Sure Bro has been abusive Daves entire life but that doesn't mean he can kill him. Dave screamed and started to sob he was a monster- he was becoming Bro.

~Is be more like me, and be less like you.~

Slowly Dave slipped out of consciousness, in this period of time, Dave had been tended to. His wound wrapped up and washed off, he lay in his bed with his sister in the room looking at him, observing until he woke up. Rose made sure he was okay, watching to make sure Bro didn't do anything. Dave woke up and looked around, slowly his eyes adjusted to the light and he could make out the face of his sister. "Rose? w-what are you doing here?" the blonde boy stuttered.

Rose smiled and put her book down looking at Dave. "Good, David you're awake. How does your leg feel? You took a nasty fall during one of those strifes of yours. Seriously you should take John up on that offer to stay with him and Jade." the bob cut blonde smiled lovingly moving onto the bed to change the gauze.

~Can't you see that you're smothering me?~

Dave groaned, half in pain and half in annoyance, Rose could get on his nerves easily, especially because she treated him as if she was his mom. Which she wasn't, Dave did not have a real mom, just his step mom- Roses mom. Rose shook her head, her black headband keeping her hair in place but the sides curling in towards her head. Bob cut looked good on her.

"David, move your leg so I can tend to it, we don't want it getting infected. Now please can you call John? I'll get mom to drive you over-if she isn't drunk when I'm done. Okay?" She stood up and looked at him sighing. "I know this sucks, but we're all here for you David, now is there anything I can get for you in the mean time?"

Dave smiled a bit, but not too much. He was a cool kid after all. "Thanks Rosemary-Now some ibuprofen would be great right about now, maybe I can down them with some Clorox" He smirked and she smiled, the calming black lipstick smile she had. "Anything for you oh brother of mine" and with that she walked out of the room.

~Holding too tightly afraid to loose control~

Dave lay there in pain waiting for Rose to return with the ibuprofen. He looked over to his desk and saw his phone, should he call John? He had said that he could move in with him, escape the abusive home he's in right now. It was like the world knew his next move and the phone rang right then. Dave reached over groaning and looked at the caller's identification John in big bold letters flashed on the screen with some goofy picture of him behind it.

"Hello" Dave answered in monotone. "Hey Dave! Rose just told me it happened again, are you okay?! How bad is it this time? Please tell me you're packing to get your butt over here right now!" John blabbed on asking him bazillions of questions. "John, I'm fine, Rose is being very persistent over me moving. I'm thinking if I don't pack, she'll do it for me." Dave rolled his eyes just wanting to be over and done with all of this stupidity for his safety.