15. stressing about you

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as the sun touches the horizon,
i stare,
wondering if you're looking at it too.

at night,
when the moon shines bright,
i wonder if you know we're watching,
the same moon?

you make me feel
emotions i haven't
felt in a long time.

emotions
i thought i never
deserved.

but here i sit,
contemplating what to say
to you without messing everything up.
i wonder if you'll ever fully notice me,
instead of walking past in the halls and
sometimes acknowledging me?

but do i even deserve you?
do i even deserve happiness?

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