Paige

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AN: I felt like writing something sad so.

⚠TRIGGER WARNING!⚠

I walked around my friend, Becky Lynch's, room. We had shared a house, shared a life. Until she took her own life.

I always wondered what I could of done, how I could of helped Becky. No one knew how Becky felt, but if I just made sure she was okay. If I made sure it was 100%.

There's so many things I regret doing and not doing, but there's nothing I can do about that now. All I can do is regret and regret.

I blame myself for Becky's suicide, I wish I was a better friend. I wish I showed I care more than I did.

If you look at Becky, you'd never think anything was wrong. That's why I never thought something was wrong. I thought I knew Becky better than I did and knew what was wrong.

I just wish I had one more day to tell her how much I miss her, how much I love her.

My mind still believed she was here. During movies and shows, I can hear her clearly when she'd laugh or gasp. It's like she is still here, she's here in my heart and always will be.

If only I had helped her.

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