"There is no such thing as second chances."
That is a what Stephan said to himself every time the word love comes into his mind. He used to be a fan of love because he gave his whole heart to his wife who died in a car accident. But he didn't expect...
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Stephan continued kissing me. No one bothers to pull away and stop this. I was actually even kissing him back and his hands are both on my hips, pressing me to him more while I had my arms around his neck. The kiss was pure bliss and I don't know where my strength had gone to and just let him do this to me.
But then I was the one who ended it first.
We were both out of air as our foreheads touched from the kiss.
"What was that for?" I asked, awkwardly biting my lower lip and pulled away.
Stephan didn't reply. His eyes were closed then opened then. "I clearly do not know what is happening to me anymore, Ariana. You're driving me insane that I don't know how." He confessed, huskily.
My cheeks quickly heated once he said that. "Y-you...what?"
"I fucking promised myself not to kiss you again but damn...I just can't help myself." He cursed, turning away from me while I just stood there, unmoving in my spot. The water just goes up to my chest and it is not helping our situation because it's making me shiver.
"Do you hate me?" I asked, out of the blue. Darn it! What am I asking?! I want to drown myself for asking that.
Stephan stared at me seriously and sigh "Of course not, Doll. "
"Then why do you look so in pain every time you try to kiss me?" The salty water is giving me courage eh. I don't know why I'm asking these kinds of things.
Stephan stared at me for seconds before he could have the guts to talk or answer me. He inhaled deeply "Because I feel...I.feel something unfamiliar every time I kiss you,Doll. And I fucking can't name what is this feeling."
I blinked a couple of times before it totally sinked in my mind. "Should I be happy for that?"
Stephan shrugged his shoulders and messed his hair "Fuck! What is happening to me!" He exclaimed. "You should start pushing me away, Doll. Because I might not control myself and just kiss you if you keep on looking at me like that." He diverted his gaze.
"Looking like what?" I teased. I want his kisses, honestly.
"Looking like that."
"But I'm not doing anything!" I replied, confusedly.
"That's the point! You're not doing anything but you are tempting me." He groaned, washing his face with his hands. "There is this something about you this past few days that really made so alive, Doll. And I don't fucking care what it is. I know I have to stop this as soon as possible." He said then started walking farther.
