Are you insane like me

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A year and another baby later, I was ready to go back to work. I had given birth to a little baby boy respectfully named after his father. I agreed it would be best to go back to work part time. Joe was working all day everyday, now gone on an 80 day tour. It was almost time for him to come home, and I actually missed him enough to be excited for him to be coming home. The day before he came home, I spent the whole day cleaning the house.

The next day, I was still sleeping when I awoke to the smell of bacon and eggs. I checked my phone and it was...noon?! I sat up in bed and walked out to the kitchen. I smiled when I saw Joe standing in the kitchen cooking me breakfast and feeding Lucy her lunch. Junior was sleeping in his swing. I walked up and gave him a deep kiss. "I really missed you babygirl" he said kissing me again. " I missed you more." I whispered. There was a knock at the door. "I know who that is..." I laughed opening the door and letting Jojo run in. Joe spent the whole day with the kids. My girls were home in New Jersey until Christmas and it made me sad.

"So, you're still fucking texting guys from work?" Joe said shutting the bedroom door later when the kids were asleep. "what are you talking about?" I asked clearly confused. "Dean said you texted him the other day.." "To see if you were doing ok, you got seriously injured." I whined not in the mood to fight. "listen, I don't want to fight with you, just come over here and fuck me." I said pulling him towards the bed. "No, why don't you go text Dean and ask him if I'm doing ok enough to fuck you." he said pushing me away. He grabbed my phone and starting going through it. "excuse you? get the fuck off my phone." I said trying to grab it back. He must of seen something he didn't like because he threw the phone and set his sights on me. 'oh shit, he looks really mad'I thought backing up. "how many more times do I have to tell you, DO NOT TEXT SETH FUCKING ROLLINS." he yelled getting in my face. "He texted me telling me you were ok, not to worry. I didn't even answer him!" I was trying to defend myself. "and what about this 'Jay' who is this? you seem to text him a lot. 'fuck, how do I explain this.' I thought trying to stay far away from him. Jay was a friend I met at the gym we just go and work out together, he's married has kids, his wife usually comes with us, he just happens to be the one to text me about the gym. "He's my friends husband we all go to the gym together, we usually text about our work out schedule, out of him and his wife, he's the texter not her." I sobbed as Joe got closer to me.

                  Joe had lost his mind, he pretty much beat me senseless and left me in a crying heap on the floor

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Joe had lost his mind, he pretty much beat me senseless and left me in a crying heap on the floor. He came out of the bathroom wrapped in a towel a little while later. "oh get up already." he said kicking me out of the way. "fuck.you." I yelled between sobs. "what did you just say?" he growled turning around.

"I said fuck you!" I cried finding my strength and pulling myself up off the floor

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"I said fuck you!" I cried finding my strength and pulling myself up off the floor. "did I not teach you a good enough lesson the first time?" he said getting dangerously close to me. I started to walk away, but he didn't like that. "oh no, you're not going anywhere." he whispered picking me up over his shoulder and throwing me onto the bed. "get undressed." he demanded standing there with his arms crossed as his towel fell down to the floor.

"now that's the kind of lesson I like teaching you." he laughed after what felt like hours of love making. I just turned away and went to sleep. He snuggled in close and went to sleep. I woke up very early the next morning to a crying baby and a migraine. "babygirl stay in bed, I'll get the baby." he said rolling out of bed. I fell back to sleep and ended up sleeping in until 11:30. Once again Joe had the kids under control. I laid in bed all day with my curtains shut and all the lights out. To open my eyes made my head hurt more. "babygirl, I made you some dinner." Joe said walking back into the room around 5pm. I looked at him and pushed the plate onto the floor. "get the fuck out of my room." I said pointing at the door. He angrily walked out of the bedroom slamming the door behind him.

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