The Outsiders Imagines

Dallas Imagine

For Arrows24

"Its not your fault Ellie. Please just sit down and listen to me", Dallas said. I felt empty inside. My cousin was gone. My baby cousin was gone. And it was all my fault. He ran into the church because I did. He didnt make it out because he pushed me out. Its my fault. My baby cousin. Gone. Like the wind.

I sat down like Dally asked me too. I wanted to leave town. I wanted to leave this Earth, but I knew Johnny didnt want that. He would want me to live, but I feel like I dont deserve too.

"Good, good. Now listen to me. Its not your fault. You didnt kill Johnny. Thats not even physically possible", Dallas explained. "But I did! I killed him Dallas! Im the reason he's dead!", I cried. I was sobbing perfusely. "No one killed Johnny", he said, trying to be calm and not blow up.

"I did! If I didnt go in that church, he would still be here", I yelled. "Johnny went in there to save those kids. Not only because of you", Dallas said. "I killed him Dally! I deserve to die, but Im just going to leave town. If you loved me, you would let me go!", i screamed.

"If you loved me, you would listen to reason!", Dallas yelled at me. I looked up at him sadly, no emotion but pure sadness showing. "I hate to yell at you Ell, but your being unreasonable", he told me. "I love you so much, and so did Johnny. He wouldnt want you to be sad. Johnny was my best friend and I miss him like crazy, but I know he wouldnt want me to be upset. He wanted me to take care of you when he left, so please stay with me", he said.

I cried even more, hugging him close. "I love you too", i whispered.