*1 week later*
Salice Pov:
It's almost been a whole week since I'm in this hell hole.
All I did was going through my phone, liking pictures. Watching Orange is the new black , and writing a song.
I wrote a song because I couldn't handle my emotions in my chest so. The boys and Carolina had been visiting me everyday which I'm glad of.
The boys were coming at 11:00am and it was 10:40 am so I was alone here. Then I hear someone knock. That's weird?
"Come in."I said.
Then I see the the door open and then see the figure.
"You got to be fucking kidding me!"I said.
"What the fuck do you want?"I asked him.
"Well I want to say sorry."Christian Benjamin said and looked down.
I just laughed. Good joke. I just got bad I had to say his last name.
" Hey B, why you acting like a stranger?
I remember when I used to be your favorite
We used to talk for hours, up at the latest
It's funny how things changed, I know I hate it
But I guess we can't escape it, that's life and we both gotta face it
Alright, well I'll smile just to fake it but tonight
Imma tell you how you made me
See I can't ever move on
Cause when I'm with him I think of you, it feels wrong
I never been the type to sing these stupid love songs
But now ever song that come on, I sing along
Cause I'm angry and I'm hurt
See I thought you were the best but you got me feeling worse
I feel it in my chest when I'm tryna find the words
I'm looking at the rest but I always put you first
And that's the shit that make me mad
Cause it's given you the nerve
To think you better, running with them bitches
Saying that you fed up
Forgetting all those times you were down
I kept your head up
Forgetting about the lives that we always said we'd set up
But I'm bi, you know
I got plenty boys hittin my line
And when you ask me how I'm doing Ima always say fine
Cause I'ma G you know
I'll keep a straight face
Why give you the satisfaction?
Put you back in your place
But I hate you, I hate you, I hate you so much
Like when I think about you I feel sick in my gut
You pushed me to the point where I will never know love
Cause every boy I meet now I know I will never trust
I wish I never gave a fuck
I wish I never let you in
Cause now I hate the way I think
I shoulda kept you as a friend
But meanwhile, all your homies tryna know me
See you thinking you were good cause you broke me
Now you tryna claim dibs like you own me
Tryna meet, tryna text, tryna phone me
What's wrong? Oh now you feeling lonely
I brushed you off and now you tryna hold me
But Imma tell you exactly what I know B
Karma's a bitch, I guess you should've loved the old me.."I said to him.
"Im sorry."he said as he got into his knees as he grabbed his face.
"Im was jealous that you had always been with Jose. I love you, I still love you. I'm so sorry, I had always hurted you, I don't know what I was doing, it hurts me like hell. I just want you to remember when I asked you out I really meant it. But I don't know what happend to me. I get it the you hate me." He said as he stood up.
"I hope you have a wonderful life."he said and cracked a little smile and then left the room.
I sat there and looked down. Why God why? Why can't I have a normal life.
I yelled in frustration.
Then I see Ethan coming inside the room and closed the door.
"Whats up with you?"asked Ethan.
"Christian came."I said. Then I see his face turning red.
"Were is he?!"he screamed.
"Boy chill, he left he didn't do nothing to me. He just came here to say sorry."I said.
