September 9, 2011
Sorry I haven't written in a while because I kind of lost you in my messy room.
Anyway, I want to leave home. I have a loving family and everything, but there has been fighting (yelling) between my dad and myself for as long as I can remember, so it has never been a good place here. But it's all I have ever known.
I don't even know who I am anymore. I can't be me when I want to be me. On the inside, I'm a mess, and I'm fine on the outside because I can't show my mess to anyone, I can't show them the real me. I feel so sad all the time now. I can't control anything anymore. It has gotten to the point where I don't even want to get out of bed anymore. I just want to be me and know who I am. What's happening to me? I just want to be the real me again.
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Slut Slam No More
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