October 15, 2011
My best friend, Jacob, is somehow making me want to believe in myself a lot more than I already do. He is one of the only people that knows how I really feel, he's one of the only people that knows the "real me."
I tell him everything. I trust him more than almost anyone, aside from my two best friends, Abby and Louri, who are practically my sisters. If it wasn't for Elijah, I never would have met Abby and Louri. I'm really glad I met them. I wouldn't trade them for anything in the world.
I just really need to say what's on my mind right now. I need to get my mind off things. I don't really even want to get out of bed or anything. It seems like things will never get better and I'm eternally screwed -- but things will eventually get better and I will recover. Everyone has their bad days.
Boys seem to use me, then they leave me for no reason.
CITEȘTI
Slut Slam No More
AlteleI am currently being slut slammed in school. Of course, most of them don't say it to my face, but they say it to my boyfriend's face. It really pisses him off. Anyway, I have been sexually assaulted once by a guy I know and raped once by my ex-boyfr...
