Guilt Tripping (rant/personal book)

yikes

I've been on this site for 3 years

two of those spent being emo

yikes

get me out of this hell

it is so weird seeing accounts that you used to read frerard from like growing up??? getting out of the phase??? like actually managing to escape???

like how do you all age so gracefully, have good aesthetics, and get into new things??? how did you all find each other and get into this cool squad thing like??? agh you all are goals honestly

also it's sad seeing other accounts not be active at all, and without warning too. like where did you go??? i hope your life is going good?? please stay safe???

ahaha anyway i'm yelling because everyone is releasing new music at once and it's really overwhelming

like in the midst of like a couple weeks there's a new deathspells song, a new of mice & men song, and a new motionless in white song

then again it might've been more than a couple weeks,,, maybe it was more over a course of a month

gotta love major depressive disorder and constantly losing track of time

i looked at my phone and saw it was July and i almost screamed

like literally it felt like yesterday was the beginning of June what the fuck

anyway listen to these songs, they're fuckin lit

of mice & men actually has been going to shit lately, so it was pleasantly surprising for them to come out with a good song

like I thought their album restoring force was the beginning of the end man

i guess at least one good song will come out of cold world

the guitar on pain reminds me of death card era sworn in

sworn in is probably in the definition of 'edgelord'

they try so hard to be edgy

like yikes bro chill tf out

although the lyrics to mindless are literally the embodiment of trying too hard to be edgy™, sound wise it sounds pretty rad. and that clean sung chorus gets stuck in my god damn head on a daily basis

while we're adding a shit ton of YouTube videos to this update, let's put that song on here too, lmao

all of these songs literally showcase how i'm still fucking cringe-y
agh
kill me

can we also discuss letlive.'s newest album because it's the bees knees