Wildest Dreams// Tristan Evans

Keeping The Secret

So it is now 3 days later and I still haven't told Tristan yet.
It's been on my mind, I can't forget about it. Today I'm gonna get a pack of tests and if they all turn out positive then I have to do something about it.

I think Tris has noticed I haven't been my normal chatty self but he might think it's me being ill.
I would try to go back to my normal self but I just can't. This is too much right now. I'm only 19 (20 in July!) And I'm already married and now finding out I'm "pregnant". I know I'm a bit young to be married but that had already happened. What would my family say about this? Well they would probably say I'm too young. But their right I am a bit young for all this.

Only Anna knows right now and I'm not ready to tell anyone about it.
I know it's wrong to keep this secret from my own husband who would most likely be supportive anyway but it's hard.
Every time I try telling him, I just can't. I need to try again.

I see him walk into the living room and here is my chance.
'Tris'
'Yeah' he replies
'I need to tell you something important'
At this point he comes and sits down next to me
'What's wrong Shan?'
'Umm...'
I can't spit it out. My voice suddenly stops working so I can't say it. It's obviously not the right time. But I'm gonna see how much I can find out about if he will be supportive.

'I love you Tristan Evans and I need to ask will you be supportive if something happens which will potentially change our lives?' I ask it's a more simple way of finding out without telling him everything.

'Of course I will be supportive about anything, your my wife and if something changes our lives then I won't mind because I've got you in my life and that's all I need to survive. Oh and I love you too Shannon Evans' he says kissing my cheek.

I feel a lot of relief right now, so when I finally break it to him he won't leave me and we will always have each other.
That's why I married him, he is my one true love.

Maybe telling him will be much easier now...

Will she tell him? Find out soon!
Hope you enjoyed the chapter!
New chapters soon
Shannon xxx💕