ok so this might sound weird but i rlly rlly rlly rlly rlly rlly rlly RLLY want a CRUSH not a bf, a crush. i want someone i can text with my problems and be myself with and just be happy with :)
i want to like someone for a long long time and eventually date and it's making me real sad thinking ab it.
maybe i would have a crush if there was cute boys at my school who don't look 5.
buuuuuuuut im gonna b in high school next yr so uk what that means ;;;) plus a lot of the cute boys that went to private schools and other schools r gonna go there so im gonna b one happy lady
but they probs won't like me back ughhhh
all the boys that like me i either don't like or are v boring so :(
im becoming depressed over this i need to stop thinking but thinking ab this also makes me :) bc it makes me happy thinking about having a happy relationship.
i really don't wanna bf until either me or he can drive bc my parents are embarrassing and most boys i know won't go on dates and will just wanna talk at school so that sux
bye
