Last Thursday, I told ones of my friends that that I liked this guy. She told me that he came out last year as gay. I told only five of my closest friends this (figuring it was okay because he was supposedly openly gay).
Someone either overheard or told someone, because somehow, it circled back to my crush and he texted me Friday, telling me that he wasn't gay and that he was dating some girl, etc. He told me to also tell whoever lied to me about him supposedly being gay that they needed to stop spreading shit about him. I apologised and said okay, I'd tell my friend what what he said.
Today, I told my friend and she told me that she heard it from some girl he was gay. At break, one of my crush's friends starting yelling at me for spreading rumours about my crush I got mad and stormed off.
I feel like everyone hates me and is turning against me, that I'm friendless and alone. This has been such an Impossible Year. Sometimes I wish I had Guns For Hands.
