Miss Cute | SugaMon

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"I DON'T CARE!!"

i supposed the servants said something else but i was too weak to try to stay awake whatever they were saying next became too muffled for me to understand.

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When i woke up i remained on the ground and the left side of my head felt wet. i thought it was probably sweat when i noticed that it was actually a puddle blood on the floor. Soon as i tried to sit up, an insanely agonizing pain struck me on my whole body appearing out out nowhere making me cry hard and uncontrollably. My weepings and sobbings were echoed threw an empty lobby because it seems the house is empty and dark  and I was all alone. I find it comfortable to release my tears. it was hard getting up the stairs when both my ankles were hurting. I finally reached the bathroom and i took all of my clothes off slowly. i stood in front of the mirror to take a look at my body and i cried more when i saw what was done to it. My body was literally covered with black bruises, my shoulder had gone to healing to broken, i had a scratched up nose, the left side of my head was red and soggy from blood, and my legs were trembling. i looked at myself long and hard in the mirror with fury in my eyes. i'll remember this forever. "LOOK AT WHAT YOU DONE TO ME!!!!!!" i screamed so long and hard that the mirror cracked on the surface and i heard the neighbor's dog bark not minding any of that I took a hot bath to clean my bloody head but as soon as a laid in the tub my whole body started to ache and burn causing me to weep through the whole cleaning time. I cursed god for bringing me here, I have no purpose in life so why am I here? Why did i do to deserve this?

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After finding some clothes i limply walked towards the kitchen to grab some snacks, drink, and a walking stick that my grandfather forgot. Once i took what i needed i noticed there was a note on the fridge written in script.

* Hey Yoongi! if you're still alive, i wanted to let you know your mom didn't mean it. we went to a restaurant and the servants were fired because of you so it's best that you're not in the house before your mom gets angry again. love daddy

Fucking bastard!!! He is so shameless of being controlled by that lizard,ape, witch, whore, gold digger that i'm supposed to call a mother. My anger was boiling up inside and i just had to do something about it. With all the little strength i had left, i broke the vases pushing and smashing them on the floor, the TV, i moved the couches and ripped it with a knife, broke picture frames, and everything that is glass. Cutting the bottom of my foot in the process by accident when i didn't watch where i was going.  I slightly groaned of the impact the sharp glass had inside my foot But i didn't care, I could die right here if god allowed it. I continued to walk making the glass bury inside my foot deeper, All the way in until i could feel a little point. "AAAAAAAAAAH FUCK ME!!" i screeched breaking the other TV in one of the rooms. While i kept walking around blood footprints were scattered everywhere, following me wherever i go. i reached mom's room and destroyed all her journals,diary,job notes, and everything i thought was important.I ended up finding one of her phones and opened up a tab full of messages to find out she is cheating on my dad with another man. I can't say I'm not surprised. I expected her to do that anytime soon. Leaving the phone on my father's drawer where she could be exposed of her infedelity  I carried on and found an empty book and i tore a page, grabbed a marker, headed back to the kitchen. I then started to write in the page

Dear daddy, i'm still alive and very happy now. "I forgive you" and i may have broken some things while trying to walk and the house is all dirty! guess you shouldn't have fired the maids right?

Love Yoongi

I wrote the "love" part with the bold  and With the walking stick and the bag of food i headed towards the entrance of the house and i noticed my suitcase was packed and ready. How nice of them. i thought as i grabbed the suitcase and left the trashed house with one shoe. (since he was hurt he couldn't put a shoe on) they would get even madder when they noticed i had also taken money.