Boyfriend Material| Charlie Puth

8. Losing My Mind

Your P.O.V

I can't believe what just happened, those fucktards! They can't just end the movie like that, I mean why kill the buff one. I feel like I'm losing my mind because WHY am I crying about it?! Charlie walks in with a panicked look on his face and before I can tell him I'm fine he suddenly blurts "baby I'm sorry, I was going to tell you when it was 2 months but then..." What? I'm so confused at what he's talking about "...you were so broke by Justin for those two weeks and I-I couldn't just break it to you like that because I had to be there to look after you." "Babe wh-" "And now Holly's moved the tour to next month in frickin LONDON y/n I'm so sorry I didn't tell you before, there was just so much more important than my tour baby I'm so sorry. You don't know how much I've been losing my mind over this and how you'd take it, I should've known better"

Why didnt he just tell me? Did he think I was just gonna end our relationship there only because of his tour? Ouch. "It's fine, I understand" I forced a smile and rubbed his shoulder walking past him but he grabbed my wrist and stopped me pulling me to him. "Really?" He looked at me sincerely but I avoided eye contact because I know he can see through me.
"Yeah I'm happy for you.. Really" I choked out. "...Okay well.. I'm gonna go for a jog I'll see you later princess" he said kissing my lips. I walked downstairs after he'd left and put Scream Queens on, through the first episode I was feeling tired so I went up to the spare bedroom purely because I didn't want to be thinking about Charlie right now... But I did anyways.

Did I really come across as that shallow to him? I thought we always told each other things that were as important as that. He is gonna be away for 7 months on this tour. I heard the door shut and quickly shut my eyes pretending to sleep because to be honest I wasn't in the mood. His footsteps get louder and him calling me but my eyes get tighter forcing a tear out. I really, really love Charlie but I guess the feeling isn't mutual.

Charlie's P.O.V

I get home from my jog and look around the house for y/n but she isn't anywhere. Has she left me?! "Babe? Babe?! Y/n are you he-" I stop myself as I see her lying asleep on the bed... In the guest room. I don't get it she said she was fine, maybe she just felt like sleeping in here anyways I go take a shower because I'm sweaty. When I got out of the shower I put my sweatpants on and headed for the kitchen to make dinner. I couldn't help but think about how her.
After a while of cooking I hear her soft footsteps coming down the stairs "hey princess" I say not turning around "hey" she replies halfheartedly. I turn around to try catching her glance but she avoided it and just opened the fridge "I've cooked today princess" she cleared her throat and quickly looked at me before looking back down "I'm fine with just a protein shake babe, I'm not feeling too hungry" "oh... Okay, yeah sure" I replied.

I couldn't help but feel something wasn't right so I grabbed her arm as she turned to go back upstairs"y/n I know something's wrong" "Chaz I'm fine" "baby come on, I'm not stupid, I know you". I saw her emotions go from sadness to a mixture of anger and disappointment "Really Charlie?! You know me so well that you thought I was just going to leave you because of your tour..! LIKE SOME FRICKIN SLUT WHORE" I was taken aback from her uprise but that soon turned into guilt. "Do you know how much that h-hurts Chaz" she choked on her words as her voice became hoarse at my name.
Tears brimmed my eyes "y/n I'm sorry I wanted to, fuck I wanted to tell you so bad and I don't know why I didn't princess. I was just so overwhelmed at the fact that I let you get hurt and by Justin of all people. I jus-" she scoffed rolling her eyes "oh so now this is his fault?! why don't I just go over there right now and tell him to fuck me senseless maybe then you'll learn how to treat me righ-" I cut her off pushing her roughly against the fridge, kissing her and causing her to drop the protein shake... She knew I didn't like being compared to that ass.

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