My sister's Boyfriend #Wattys2016

7º - the truth

soo thank you so much for reading ^^. 

Sorry for the spelling and stuff mistakes :s

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 Already passed about 10 min since I stopped showering. How could I have done that, how I kissed him and most importantly why didn't he pushed me away, why is he kissed me back?
I'm so confused. I cannot leave here and face him. That would be horrible and probably if he knew what I feel for him, he never spoke to me.

 My stomach growled, good! I'm starving and cannot leave. Nor have clothes!

 -Still take too long? - I heard him complain.

 -Go away, Harry!

 what do I do? what do I do?

 I leaned against the door and sitting down and me

 -Harry? - Said softly

 -Yes? - Scared me with the speed of response. Like he was right there beside me

 -I need clothes ..

 -Go out of the bathroom

 -Promise me one thing

 -What?

 -Do not talk about what happened.

 -Ok I promise

  I stood up, breathed in and opened the door.

Harry was sitting on the bed with arms to support the weight.

 I could not even look at him, I immediately started blushing. I walked quickly to my closet  taking the 1st thing I saw

 -Even if you don't wanna, we have to talk -he whispered in my ear giving me chills

 I turned giving face to face with Harry, as close as we were a few minutes ago.

 -You like me? He lifted my chin staring green eyes

 It is straightforward fuck.

I looked around, I cannot face him

 - Look at me and answer, shit - pressed my chin

 -I don't know! - Closed my eyes-I do not know how I feel!

 - that's why you cried? because me and your sister? why are you confused?

 -i'm not confused, I just .. do not know .. why you kissed me back - he let go my chin and walked to the window

 -Now who's not talking?

 -I'm sorry I did not mean it.

 -what?

 -I only kissed you because I thought you probably you would be ashamed if I pushed away ..

 -seriously?! - forced for my tears do not fall

 -yes ..

 -out!

 -sorry!

 -out harry! - pointed to the door

 -but?

 -fuck! out of my fucking room of my fucking house. out! I want to be alone!

 -okay, sorry .. - said sadly leaving and closing the door

I fell to my knees as I cried. Never cried so much. why did he have to say? Why could not he likes me!

I want to disappear, I can not live like this with agonizing pain in my chest

 I heard my phone.

 I got up and I grabbed it. a sms and of course had to be sucker Harry

 -sorry, sorry. did not mean to make you cry. please forgive me. I did not know you had those feelings for me. why do not you tell me before?

 I can not talk to him now, I'm very angry that

 -Now is not a good time to talk. Fuck you.

 I turned off my phone, I got dressed and lay down in bed