I lay in the grass for hours.
I couldn't think.
I couldn't move.
I knew this would happen.
But I had been so close.
After sitting, paralyzed in the grass, I dragged myself to my car, my mind blank, my head heavy.
I cried the whole drive home.
A sinking feeling had settled into my chest, making me feel heavy and eventually it tore a whole in my damaged teenage heart.
Why, Connor?
I was silent as I crept into my bedroom.
I felt as if my world had broken up into a million pieces, leaving me straddled between bits,giving me no grip or something to hold tight to.
My starts were falling.
I felt lost.
The sadness was almost unbearable.
I climbed into bed but lord knows I wouldn't sleep.
Goodnight, broken world.
Goodnight, fallen stars.
Goodnight, sinking feeling.
Goodnight, boy who broke my heart.
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as we are // tronnor
Fan Fiktion"Troye Sivan Mellet, I think I'm in love with you." Connor whispered. My heart skipped a beat. My heart skipped a beat just like just like it did the first time I saw him. It seemed like years ago when I first laid my eyes on him. And now here we...
