expecting the unexpected

chapter 45

Justin pov

I walked into the local bar after calling kree and scaring the hell out her lil ass

"did you do your job" boss asked

"yeah but let me ask this why are we torturing her" I asked

"cause she knows things that Kyree didn't even trust with kj or starr" he said

"you could ask her" I said and he looked at me

"ask her" he said with a raised eyebrow

'I don't know but I'm sick of being apart of your twisted schemes I did everything you asked ad I can barely sleep knowing I got her pregnant beat and the fact that you brought Avalon into the equation makes everything even worse your ruining her life and she's only 17 you really should stop making her go through hell wont make her go to your son" I said with a raised eyebrow

"i should kill you" he said

"it's either you or kj " I said with a simple shrug

" I aint gonna kill you yet cause you have one more job then I will end your miserable pathetic life"

"what is that"

"i heard her baby's due soon wouldn't you like to be there for the birth of your son" he asked

"why would I cause her a panic attack" I said

"cause you will and then I will spare you the torture kj will" he said

"no"

"come on Justin this will be your first child and last" he said

" and I'm walking out on this I'm sick of being the bad guy when you really are you don't care about anyone but yourself and you can kill me now if you want but I wont care Ill be to dead to do anything you want one this Kyree taught me was never to fear anyone or anything and I definitely wont fear someone who cant even tell his son what he's doing" I said

" mind your business cause you cant even see your son"

"your a sick son of a bitch " I said and walked out

I looked at the calendar on my phone april 18

then the text that popped up

-your plane tickets are in the email I sent you take picture and have fun

I sighed and went to the email packing clothes and going to the airport to board the plane.

flashback

"Justin stop" bella said running from me as I sprayed her with water

"dirty girls have to be cleaned" I said and she laughed

"and what about the boy who got her dirty" she asked and I put the hoes down alittle only for her to jump on me

"they get dirtier" she said with a smirk

"your so silly bell" I said as she kissed my face all over

"you know i love you right" i said kissing her back

"yeah" she said

"and i love you to" she said kissing me

"i don't care what anyone says doctors my parents or anyone being with you is the happiest i will ever be thank you Justin" she said

Isabella was this Italian and black chick i met when i was 14 she was beautiful with he bronzed skin and he curly hair that i could play in forever she had some beautiful hazel eyes and long legs. her but was a little flat but i didn't care cause he company and personality made up for it.

she was dio with heart failure and our days together were number

she was staring into space as i stared at her

she started to blush alittle causing me to kiss her cheek

"i love when you blush" i told her

"i know you do" she said smiling that bright smile of her

"Justin I'm scared" she said and i rubbed her back knowing she was talking about dying

"its okay bell" i said

"i don't wanna leave you Justin" she said

"i don't want you to leave me either bell" i said

"i hope you find a girl after me that's wonderful and yall have beautiful kids together and your happy and you forget about me" she said with a forced smile

"i will never forget you bell i probably wont move on with anyone cause i will keep comparing them to you" i told her

"let me see your chest" she said and i raised my shirt and she smiled at my tattoo of our names on my heart

she kissed it

flashback 2

 i was sitting on me bed with tootie my lil cousin

"when is bella coming over"she asked

"later on today"i told hr checking my phone hehad a doctors appointment and then she said she was coming over to see tootie and after she would spend the night with me

she hasn't texted meal day and its worrying me

"go meet moma I told her

she nodded and i walked out the door only to open it to bella

i smiled and she did the same thing and kissed me passionately

she stayed the whole day and now we were laughing on my bed staring into space

" i had to tell them good bye today" she told me

"why"

"Justin it isn't getting better but worse i want you t remember what i said i want you to be happy okay and i know thinking about me wont make you happy" she said

"wha-

"let me finish Justin you made these months amazing and i don't think i would be able to get through this without out you the last wish i made was to fall in love with someone and you made that wish possible but please just cuddle with me i wanna hear your strong heart beat" she said putting her head on my chest i put my hand on hers

"i guess my heart really is the definition of broken" she said and i kissed her

i looked at her wrist and seen our date and kissed it and she smiled

i let the tears fall as i closed my eyes and fell asleep

flashback over

the next day she had died in my arms and i was never the same ever i was dead on the inside my heart was broken

i loved bell and i realized that she wouldn't want me to be this way but with someone killing me i would be with her sooner.

i wanted kj to kill me after i seen my sons face.

i wanted to be with Isabella please god forgive me for every sin i commited I'm sorry for every thing please except me in your kingdom  even though i know I'm not worthy of being there

i felt a breeze and knew it was bell

how yall feel about Justin after this