expecting the unexpected

chapter 31

kree pov

I woke up and looked around. their was a light knock on the door and in walked the doctor.

I requested a female doctor cause I didn't like the way the other one looked at me.

"okay good morning ms. kree "she smiled

"morning"i said

"so we got the results from the rest of the test "she said

"what test"i asked

"well your mother asked for a paternity test and then your sexual diseases test and pregnancy test"she said

"wait paternity test what you talking about"i asked

"well a starr howard I'm guessing your mother asked for one on you and a Kyree howard jr."she said

"ill take those she'll be here later on today"i told her

she nodded handing me the papers.

'okay so you tested negative for all diseases but positive for the pregnancy one"she said

"excuse me"i said

"ms. howard we can get you consulting"she said

"give me a minute please"i asked her she smiled and nodded walking out the room.

I couldn't help the tears that streamed down my face. I thought the problem was over when they saved me. I would never give the child away or abort but I don't know right now.

"what's wrong kree"i heard tre ask

"nothing I'm fine"

"no your not kree I heard what happen" cordell said hugging me and I broke down crying

"I'm 17 dell this cant be happening to me it just cant I have scholarships and a life and this happens he should have killed me"i cried

"its okay don't say that kree"he said lightly rubbing my back

"what's wrong kree"tre asked

'you have to tell him kree"he said

"I'm pregnant tre that's what wrong I'm having a kid that I don't want think I cant even love"i cried

he looked shocked. he shook his head then left causing me to cry harder

I lost him I lost him

I couldn't even breathe right

"kree breathe"kj said as he jumped up from the bed handing me my asthma pump

I shook my head refusing it

"he kept trying to force me to take it but I didn't want to.

he finally got it in my mouth and pressured me to use it.

"calm down kree"he said getting in the bed playing with my ears like when I was younger it usually calmed me down

"what am I gonna do"i said

"look kree you have to calm down for the baby"kj said

"i don't care about the fucking baby its ruining my life and I haven't even known about it for 30 minutes " I screamed

"kree  stop" my uncle said and made them clear the room.

he came and rubbed my head

"what's wrong" he asked

"uncle I had plans I had a life and he took it away from me he took everything I cant play my senior year that mean no scholarship their gonna take it away they don't give a fuck about a girl who got pregnant they don't " I said crying harder

"calm down "he said seriously

"what how can I calm down when this is really happening" I said

"cause its not the end of the world kree I know you don't want this baby but you cant go around trying to kill it on purpose cause you know stress can cause  a miscarriage so stop playing around wipe your fucking nose and we're gonna talk about this like we mature"he said

he grabbed the tissue and I wiped my nose

"now snotty this doesn't mean your life is ending"he said

"oh really so you know colleges that will still take me"i asked

"not for basketball but your a very smart girl you shouldn't be worrying and stressing over college you need to enjoy your life secondly even if you don't play your senior year scouts have been watching you since you were in 9th grade so chill they'll wait and if not you can still walk on and get a scholarship later now what's the next issue"he asked

"i just got tre and it feels like a lost him"i said laying on his chest

"you didn't loose him just like you need time to understand this he does to so if he doesn't comeback today then ill see but he loves you kree" he said

"he loves the old kree"i mumbled

"stop stressing lil girl"he said

"uncle can I tell you something"i asked

"what babygirl"

"my mother thought you were my father"i told him

"i know"he said

"why"i asked

"cause we we're drunk and she fucked me and then she left but then she fucked your dad and got pregnant but she didn't know who the kid would be for"

"why is she looking back into it"i asked

"i don't know she probably think I'm gonna tell or sum but I wont I was drunk and I'm pretty​ sure she was to so I wouldn't do her like that"

"we're you happy when you figured out I wasn't your daughter"i asked him

"i was both cause on one hand I could have lost one of my brothers that's been down for me since 1st grade but on the other hand I would've had a beautiful talented daughter"he said

"what does this baby mean cause I already know people are gonna call me a hoe and a thot especially since a lot of people loved Justin"i said looking down

"do you wanna move"uncle tory asked

"huh"i asked

"move you and toriana and some guards can move any place you want"he said

"what about tre and kj and my parents"i asked

"you can stay but I don't want you stressing during this I know you don't want the child but someone else might"he said

"no uncle I'm gonna raise the child cause I would have someone walking around thinking they we're unwanted and their worthless" I told him

"so you can decided and ill talk to your dad about it"he said

"i wanna leave uncle staying around here will only make things worse"i told him

he nodded and kissed my forehead before leaving the room leaving me alone.

I cant believe I'm pregnant.

I laid down carefully and went to sleep.