I couldn't believe that I didn't see that coming! It was obvious that Wyatt found Stacey attractive, I mean, he's tooken her side over mine! His own girlfriend. But to do something like that? I just couldn't believe it.
I pushed my way through the crowd of people, needing air to flow their my body. I stepped out the back door and fell to the ground under one of the trees. I bowed my head between my knees and let the water works roll. I gripped my knees in place with my hands and sobbed uncontrolably.
I hated this feeling. The feeling that I'm hurting everywhere and it won't ever stop. The feeling that I could die any minute. The feeling that I wanted to be with someone, but with no one at the same time. The feeling that I was hopless. I had no name for this feeling, but that didn't change the way it made me feel.
I just wanted to sit there all night and never move again. I never wanted to see Wyatt or Stacey's face again. I just wanted out and I never wanted back in!! I wanted the feeling to just stop already!!
I heard the sliding glass door open and close behind someone. I clutched my legs tighter, as if I thought they wouldn't be able to see me. I heard footsteps stepping closer to me and when I looked up I had to admit I thought that I'd see Wyatt or Ian, but it wasn't. To my surprise, it was Brent.
I quickly wiped my eyes and put on the best smile I could munster up. But you could tell that it failed by his expression. He took a seat next to me.
"Hey." He greeted.
"Uh... Hi?"
"That sounded like a question... But I really don't have an answer to 'Hi?' Sorry." He smiled.
I playfully slapped him. "It wasn't a question."
"Then what was it?" He asked.
"I was just surprised because I was like crying and you didn't say anything." I breathed a laugh.
"Well, I wasn't gonna demand an answer. I barely know you and I doubt that you'd be okay with me all in your business. That doesn't mean I don't care though. I'm just saying, that if you want to tell me you can, but that's up to you." He quickly explained.
"Oh no.. It's just.... I saw Stacey and Wyatt kissing...." I mumbled.
"Wow... That sucks." Brent breathed uncomfortably. "What you gunna do?" He asked.
"I ain't gunna do anything right now. Well, at least nothing that goes under the word 'revenge.'" I sighed. "It's wierd... I kinda expected something like this to happen all along... I always kinda figured that Wyatt was into her, but I always pushed that fact to the side because, I guess, I was afraid that it was true..."
"Hmmm..." Brent sighed, thinking over what I just admited.
"It's sad really." I breath a laugh.
Brent looked at me questioningly. "What's sad?"
"I just feel like.... I dunno... A charity case or something." I smiled a sad smile at the ground.
"You're not a charity case." He chuckled. "Wyatt's just, well, an ass sometimes."
"No. He's not." I reply angerily.
"Sorry... I just thought..."
"He's not an ass... He just... I think... It's just that I think he's liked Stacey all along and he only asked me to be his girlfriend because he felt sorry for me."
"That's not-"
"It is true... I mean, it makes perfect sense. He asked me out only a few days after I moved in with them. He must've felt bad because my parents died and I was all alone with three little brothers to take care of. That's all I had and Wyatt must've just wanted me to have alittle more to call my own."
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Surviving Life on the Tuscany Reserve
Teen FictionAfter my parents were killed in a fire almost a year ago, there were no other relatives to take in my little brothers and I. Therefore, our only other option, besides foster care, was to move onto the Tuscany Reserve with an old friend of my father...