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HE LOOKED HAPPY

(JIN'S POV)

Class ended and I toke my things and left the classroom. I went to my locker and put my things away and taking my things I needed for my next class. I Would go to the library but I had to do something first. I went to the canteen and got my food, after that I went outside, I had found a spot that no one goes to and I made it my special place. Just then I saw the girls that seem to always be around Namjoon, I use to thinking that one of them was his girlfriend until one day I was sitting here and Namjoon was walking by and stopped and turned to look at them and he said to them to stop following him around all time. I don't know but I lot of things happen when I sit here no one sees me and I get a lot of information that being happening in school. To be honest I like Namjoon but a lot of girls like him and he is really popular in our school so I knew that I had a less of chance to be with him. Well I had now food in my stomach and it was happy so I went to the library, the first thing I see is a free spot behind where Namjoon was sitting it seem like the girls were being a pain in butt again.

"what the hell two years and you didn't tell us how rude Namjoon that's really low"
That was what I hear when I went in the library. As she left the library with her group of friends she looked at me and smiled, it was weird why would she smile at me. I didn't know why but they were mad. There was still an empty table behind him and I couldn't help it. I walked quitting to the table behind him, he seem busy with he phone so I didn't even get a chance to talk to him so I just watch him from far away, he was so cute. If I were to put my hand out I would be able to touch him, he seem so close yet so far I looked at him as he smiled at his phone as if something was so funny. I few minutes later I didn't know I had fallen asleep.
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I hear a chick sound and I opened my eyes to see someone running out of the library I couldn't see who it was but I didn't care, I looked over that were Namjoon was sitting he wasn't there anymore I was kinda sad and I wonder where he had gone to. I looked at my watch on my hand and saw that the bell was about to go so I walked out of the library. I turn to my left to only stop and hide behind the wall. I don't know why I'm hiding but it was Namjoon who staying there in the middle of the hall he seem to be trying to get catch his breath and as he looked at his phone he put a smile on his face. From where I was staying I couldn't see what he was smiling about but he seem really happy, a few seconds later the bell rang and he skipped to his next he looked so cool and cute. The way he skipped. I wish I knew what he was smiling about,
"I wish he was mine"
I said to myself I guess I couldn't control my feelings for him. As days go by the more my heart calls out your name and it makes me feel things I hadn't felt before. I walked to my next class and sat next to the widow as usual. I looked outside I was thinking about this morning when I saw Namjoon getting into trouble because he was looking out the widow, I guess we both have this in common. I wonder what he was thinking when the teacher asked about my mother I didn't have the energy to look at the teacher at that moment I was afraid of what Namjoon would think, why did I care so much about what Namjoon thinks, maybe this is just how love works. I closed my eyes as I put my hand on my forehead then letting my hand off and I bang my head on the table I bet people looked at me confused but keep doing what their were doing, then the teacher came in and started the lessons
"This going to be a long day"
I mumbled to myself.