69 Shades of Mark [GOT7 Fanfic] (COMPLETED)

21: Fear

"You like me?"

Yes.

No.

Maybe.

Holding the life size bear na gustong gusto niya makuha, he was shocked.

Rule = Do not fall in love - failed

I don't even know how should I face him. I'm conpletely frozen. As in parang nakulong ako sa yelo noong ice age sabay sprinkle ng word na 'ang tanga mo hihihi' sa ibabaw ng ulo ko.

Ano nga ba ang gagawin kapag nalaman niya na in love ka sa kanya?

I guess running would only make you guilty. But staying won't do any good neither! BRUH BREATHE.
Umupo siya sa tapat ko kung saan ako nakaupo. Face to face as he smirks. Para kaming mga bata na naglalaro ng POGS. Fck this sht. I can't look at him even in the eye. I'm completely embarassed.

"Aigoo, it's okay." NO IT'S NOT. STOP AIGOO-ING ME.

"LOL FOR REAL PUTANGINA WAG KA NGA MAGASSUME. BA'T KA BA NANDITO?! HIHIHIHI." Even my laughs are not on point.

"I heard you already. Stop being a cutie hahahahaha. Ah, gwiyeoweo~"

CUTIE? ME?!

sigh;

I guess I have no other choice but to fck this. Ganun din naman mangyayari. Makikita ko din siya. Magiging awkward din. Still. There's no turning back.

Once you hit the Tuan, you can't take it back.

I sighed. 

"Okay... Actually, I really don't know." Sasabihin ko na kung anong gusto kong sabihin para matapos na lahat.  "Hindi pa ko nagkakaboyfriend. Gusto ko lang yumaman. I didn't realize na magkakaroon pala ng ganitong feeling sa buhay ko. Guess what, ikaw pa pala yung 'ICE CREAM SA IBABAW NG CUPCAKE KO' to be precise para sakin at para may ma'metaphor' lang." Tumayo ako ng dismayado. "Well, I guess I'm human after all. I have a crush on Seulgi kasi ang ganda at ang cool niya. I have a crush on Jinyoung kasi ang pogi at ang bait niya.

Pero sa'yo,

  hindi ko maexplain. Ang lakas ng hatak mo.

I really don't know what to say. They told me that kung sino ang unang mafall, tanga. Call me whatever you want tho. Aminado ako."
For all the times, akala ko ang sagwa mainlove. Sa mga nakikita ko sa palabas, akala ko andaling gawin nung iba.

In reality, hindi pala.

Loser.