THE ONLY EXCEPTION (BOYXBOY)

Chapter Nineteen: M(MP)T

                “What was the medium Todd?” He didn’t know what else I’d added to Bliss… that means if he didn’t know neither did the doctors who failed to save Declan’s life.

                “Oh… the doctors couldn’t tell you what it was?” Shaking his head Micah looked down to the floor then back to me. Just the look on his face made my heart go BOOM BOOM BOOM. It wasn’t the fact Micah is beautiful that caused me to fall in love with him but the pure sensarity you could see in his face when he spoke with you.

                “No they couldn’t identify it.” He mumbled. I could see his eyes misting a bit. I felt the giddy pleasure shoot through my body and seep from my skin.

                ‘He’s dead, he’s dead! Declan the boyfriend stealer is DEAD!’ I sang in my head. Now that I knew for sure I had Micah to myself I wanted to share everything with him.

                “It’s Tina… in its rawest form. If you use it like that your possibilities are endless.” I said excitedly.

                “Tina?” He asked confused.

                “Crystal Meth… you’re so innocent… I forget what a sheltered life you’ve had. Well… enough of that dreary talk. Would you like something to drink?” I watched him rolling his eyes. He didn’t want me to drug him again. Couldn’t he tell I’d turned over a new leaf… I would never hurt him like that again.

                “Oh come on… I didn’t spike it with Bliss this time I promise. I don’t want it to be like the last time. I want us both to be involved. I love you Micah.” I said standing from the sofa. I was about to step towards him but he took a step back towards the door. 

                ‘Patience Todd… you have to earn his trust. He won’t give it to you that easy.’ My conscious said to me. It was right. I’d wronged him in the worst way. He needed to trust me again.

                “Todd, listen to me… I love Declan… I will always love Declan.” Why was he doing this to me? Why would he say such things to me? Doesn’t he realize how hurtful it was to hear those words come out of his mouth.

                “You can’t love a dead man Micah! And that’s what he is… DEAD!! Do you know how many Bliss pills he ingested?  Thirty and I didn’t just  add Crystal Meth I drowned the Bliss in it. If the combination of rohypnol and ecstasy didn’t kill him the Meth would… face it Micah… you’re mine.” I said making my voice sound all sensual and stuff. Shaking his head Micah looked away from me. I could see his Adam’s apple bobbing up and down as if he was trying to keep himself from crying.

                “Why Todd?” He said his voice thick with tears. This is not what I wanted. I didn’t want Micah to cry. I didn’t want him to feel bad. I wanted him to accept the facts as they were.

                “We belong together. It was written in the stars. I wasn’t patient the last time and I tried to rush it. But now after maturing I’m ready. We can be together like we were supposed to be.” Looking back at me Micah’s tears vanished. He was angry now. He was refusing to accept the way things were going to be.

                “Todd I don’t want to be with you. I’ve never wanted to be with you. I’ve never in my life been interested in you. You have to understand this… I DON’T WANT YOU!” He shouted at me. Chest heaving he stared me down as I stood there staring back at him. Shaking my head I tried to clear my eyes of my sudden tears.

                “NO!! YOU LOVE ME!! YOU LOVE ME MICAH!!” I screamed at the top of my lungs. If he wasn’t going to listen to reason I would force it down his fucking throat. He was going to accept me as his new boyfriend. He was going to love me. He was going to be mine.

                “Todd—“ I didn’t give him a chance to finish his sentence before I pulled my pistol from my waist band. He froze right there. Instead of looking at me he was watching the barrel of the gun. Stepping around the sofa I took a deep breath.

                “As I said Micah… you love me.” He slowly began to raise his arms as if I was holding him hostage or something. He rounded the sofa keeping it in between us. When he took a step I took a step.

                “Put the gun down Todd.” Shaking my head no I gave him a brilliant smile.

                “If I can’t have you neither will Declan.” I said, keeping my voice even. I didn’t want it to come to this. All I wanted was some alone time with my man. I wanted us to get to know each other I wanted us to share our first kiss today.

                “Todd, listen to me—“ Cocking the gun I caught myself. My temper was starting to slip. Why wouldn’t he listen to reason. Why would he refuse to be with me? I knew his heart. I knew what he wanted and I could give it to him… why was he being so difficult? Why didn’t want to be with me? What was wrong with me?

                “I’m done listening! You’re gonna listen. I love you Micah, only you… we’re soul mates. We’re meant to be together even if I have to kill you to make you see.” With wide eyes he looked like a scared rabbit. I knew then this was the only way for us to be together. If we couldn’t join our mortal bodies we would join our spirits.

                “Please Todd don’t do this.” I watched as his eyes filled with tears. I felt a pinch of guilt as if I shouldn’t be doing this but I ignored it. This was the only way for us to be together… to be happy. Raising my arm higher I leveled it with his chest pointing straight for his heart.

                “You’re mine and I’m yours.” Slipping my finger onto the trigger I blew him a kiss.

                “Goodbye love.”

BANG!!

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If you haven’t noticed a pattern I like guns… not like Todd but I love going to the range. As for the drug talk… I have no idea if it’s accurate or not… I don’t do drugs… or at least not those drugs. Finally the medical speak… I watch House, Scrubs and Bones. I tried my best to sound all medical… Hope you enjoy the chapter.