Chapter 3 * trigger warning , cutting in the flashback *

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Lauren's P.O.V 


It's been a week since Camz and Emi started dating and as close as they were before they are closer now and I haven't seen either girl this happy in a long time. Aww well speak of the devil , here come the lovebirds hand in hand. 

" I heard that Lolo " Em interrupts my thoughts with that lovely call back to reality.

" Well sorry baby sis , I didn't even realize I was talking out loud . " I say with a chuckle pulling her into a tight hug . " Oh Camz why do you look so jealous I'm just hugging my sister ? " Laughing I continue before she can interrupt me " I'm not gonna hurt the girl if that's what you think " and with that I push Em back into Camz's arms . Yup , those are two people in love. 


Camila's P.O.V 

" Well hey there ." Emily remarks after being pushed back into my arms. 

" Smooth baby , real smooth. " was all I could muster because Emi started wiggling her eyebrows at me, God I love this girl . 

" Baby ? " Emily asks with a light red tint to her cheeks . 

" Yup you're my baby , deal with it ." With a laugh I hold her tighter in my arms .

" Oh I will ." She says in a very  seductive way and before it can go farther than a kiss Lo interrupts us .

" Ew gross , bleh come on girls go get a room ! " she shouts at us from across the living room and before I can say anything Emi responds for me . 

" Ok , maybe we'll get your  room Lolo , shall we Mila ? " Em responds with all the sass in the world and before we start walking we hear Lauren again .

" Oh HELL NO ! I will NOT be having you two in my room having sex ! NOT HAPPENING !" Em must've seen me blushing because she walks us back towards Lauren and kisses me about 2 feet from Lolo .

" Would you prefer here ?" She says after the kiss in a dead serious tone . 

" Nope never mind , enjoy the room and don't be too loud , remember we have 2 hours before we have to go to the airport  to go to L.A so don't take too long either . " I couldn't take it anymore so I interrupt the sisterly teasing while Lauren is chuckling at the sight of Em and I blushing .

" Oh come on Lolo we weren't gonna have sex , couples can kiss each other without it getting sexual ya know ? " I say acting like I know it all . 

" That's true but did you not see the look in Em's eyes ?" Lauren says returning the tone of voice .

" Ok ok stahhhhhhpppppp . I wasn't gonna fuck Mila , I am too young and I'd much rather cuddle with her instead so there " Em remarks while crossing her arms over her chest. " And anyways " she continues , " I have to finish packing and so does Mila." Which is true so we go back to Em's room to finish packing . Why are we packing ? Well, we have to go to L.A to start the Reflection tour!!! Damn , Emi cussing is really hot .

" Thanks Mila , I try." Em said winking at me . Damn I said that out loud . " Babe you have to work on keeping your thoughts in your head ." Em says laughing . Well I guess I do. Now we gotta go pack. 


Emily's P.O.V 

Well that was some conversation with my sis and also with my girlfriend . Wow , girlfriend , Mila's my girlfriend, I am SO in love with her , I'm really praying it's not obvious but for the last three years that girl is all I think about . Every good dream is about her and every nightmare is about losing her. That's why I sleep withLolo in her room , so I don't have nightmares like that , I even stopped cutting for Mila. Yeah , I used to cut but it all changed when she saw it . 

Flashback to 3 years ago 

" Yeah Lolo I'm fine , I promise . "  I say holding back the tears , " You and the girls are totally gonna win X-Factor , don't even worry about that !" I ended with a smile.

" Babygirl call me if you need me ok ? I know we only have   1 more week till the finale but call me whenever ok ? I love you Em , remember that . " she says pulling me into a close and tight embrace .

" I love you more Lolo , but right now I have to go use the bathroom , ok?" I say trying to make her laugh . 

" Haha , ok Babygirl but I'm right here waiting alright ?" She says laughing slightly. 

" Ok Lolo ." I say quickly before running to the bathroom . The razor , where is it ? * after  I find the razor * ... " I'm sorry Lolo " I say before cutting the blade across my wrist and start to cry .

 In the living room 

" Ok guys give me a minute I need to pee really badly ." Mila said before running into the bathroom . 

Mila's P.O.V 

* saw Emily and the blood * 

" Princess don't ever do that again , please . I'm begging you , don't hurt yourself like this ever again . Don't even do it for me or yourself , do it for Lauren . What do you think she'd do if she found you here and not me ?  " I finish with tears running down my face , why would Emily cut herself ? What's wrong that made her do this ? 

" O-Ok I p-promise Mila , never again . " she says in between sobs . 

Slightly regaining my composure I speak to the crying girl again " Ok princess , now let's get you cleaned up . "

End of flashback 

Emily's P.O.V 

 I stopped for Mila . 






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