Unknowingly His ✓completed

chapter15

If you are delaying your prayer/salah/Quran, to read this, please do not as prayer will be the first thing we will be asked in the hereafter. This chapter can wait.

Daniyal stared at his phone screen for what felt like hours; expecting the text to disappear or re-phrase it on its own. The first thought that crossed his mind was 'how could dad do this!', 'Didn't mom speak to him?' And what about Kinza? Did she agreed?'.His thoughts were over clouded.
He tried to relax himself,  gulping the lump in his throat.

He typed a reply to safina, "What?"

"You heard me? Uh, sorry:p You read that?" Safina reverted back after a few minutes, Daniyal took a deep breathe, he was expecting safina to reply that she was joking/kidding. 

"What kind of a joke is this?"

"Why'd I joke, bhaiyu?"

"For heaven's sake safi, are you serious?"

"Yes!" Came her short reply.

Daniyal sighed in frustration, running his hands in his tousled hair.He didn't inquire anymore knowing very well that safina wasn't kidding.

She simply wasn't! 

The only thing he wanted to do was to supplicate as his dad always adviced him that when ever you feel like something is not going as you had wished, turn to allah because only Allah knows our feeling! Those feelings of pain, anguish, resentment, love, hatred, bitterness, longing, etc. that we so successfully hide from everyone else, including our closest family members and friends.

So why not let it all out. Why not let Allah be your "therapist". Let your prayer mat be your "couch" while you reveal and ask the One who is in control, the Ar-rahman, the most generous; Who knows you better than you know yourself.

After making the supplication for an hour, daniyal lay in his bed,wide awake thinking about Kinza Malak. Did she had the same feelings for him? Or it's his unrequited love? But there was a feeling in his heart that she cared about him and he had seen those emotions  in her eye's.
He couldn't wait to attend tomorrow's meeting and return home as soon as possible. He was restless; he wanted to talk to heena and AbdulRahman but at the same time he was angry at them. Fair enough, they didn't know about his feelings for Kinza, but at least they could have waited for him before taking a major decision! Even he didn't know his feelings himself, until two days ago or maybe he didn't realize it soon enough.

He knew that he had spoiled the chances of being with kinza four years ago.He had repented for his mistakes, for breaking their friendship.
Never did he thought that he would fall for Kinza Malak! Now, he made a strong will to gain kinza's trust and he would make sure he never hurt her anymore.

"Should I text Kinza?" Daniyal thought sitting crossed leg in his bed.

"What will I ask her?"

"Do you like me? Am sorry I hurt you so many times!"

He laughed at himself and went to sleep but all his thought were revolving around Kinza and her engagement.

Ugh.

This feelings.

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Daniyal looked at the photo which he had clicked a few weeks before when they he was teasing Kinza.  She was tall at 5'4" and had long silky, black hair. She had always wanted to keep her hair long,the very small beauty spot on her left cheek near her lip was always tempting and looked gorgeous;her captivating deep hazel eyes, which spoke infinite unsaid emotion. He missed being with her,though she didn't talk to him very much except a handful of times.He couldn't wait for the flight to land and talk to his parents then he and kinza would be together forever!