Secrets.

21.sometimes they make you feel unwantedm

Franks p.o.v

"Frankie?" I hear mikey ask we still haven't left the music room.

"Yeah?" I ask looking up from my note book.

"Do you wanna come to my house after school." He says.

"Um I'll ask my dad." I say I close my book and pull out my phone. I send him a text.

Can I go to my friends house after school?

Dad: be home by nine and do not climb in through your window. I'll take pansy.

Fine.

"He said yes." I tell him.

"Great come on. We'll go now." He says standing up.

"Won't your parents wonder why your home?" I ask him getting my stuff

"Trust me they won't know they're on a trip." He says. I shrug we go to my locker so I can get my bag. I try taking my bag out but it stuck on a hook so I put my books down and use both hands. After I get it out I go to pick up my stuff. But my notebook is there.

"Mi- give that back." I tell at him while he reads my note book.

"Somewhere off in the distance is my home. I keep trying to run to it but people won't let me flee?" He asks. I snatch it

"Stop. It's just my journal."

"The form of that wasn't you just writing down your feelings. That was a song." He says.

"So that's none of business" I tell him as we start walking.

"Frank you write songs?"

"I'm a musician what did you expect?" I ask putting it in my bag.

"The darkness has taken over please I'm screaming for help but no one cares. There's no light at the end of the tunnel."

"Shut up."

"Frank. How depressed are you?" He asks.

"Can we not talk about this."

"Fine." He says when we get to his house I hear moaning coming from the basement.

"Aw fuck." I hear loudly.

"Fuck Gerards masterbaiting again." He says I follow him up stairs when I get to the top I hear.

"Frank." Muffled but he said my name. I hurry up the stairs and I to Mikey's room

"What's wrong you look horrible." He says sitting on his bed.

"Um you said Gerard was masterbaiting right?" He nods. "I just heard him say my name."

"What?" He says standing up. Getting defenish.

"He said Frank. More like moaned " I tell him. Mikey storms out. And I hear him go downstairs. The I hear muffled yelling.

"Are you fucking imagining my best friend with your dirty little fucking brain!"

"And how would you know that?" I hear Gerard yell back.

"Because he upstairs and heard you moan his name!"

"He's here? Why the fuck is he here!"

"Because he's my friend he's allowed to hang out with me or is it that wrong too!"

"Mikey you know you're not supposed to bring people here!" He yells angered. I feel my eyes watering.

"Excuse me wanting a life. I didn't have one before!"

"I don't care! I don't bring people over! I go to them because that's a rule we set!" Gerard yells. He mad a mikey because of me. I grab my bag and start walking down the stairs.

"Oh god Gerard just fuck off!"

"No I won't. I td you no one over!" I hear the basement door open. I'm in front of the front door. I have tears streaming from my eyes and I turn to see Gerard standing in the doorway. He looks at me.

"Frank i-" I open the door and leave. "Frank." I start walk down the road. I hear Gerard yelling at me.

"Frank." I hear mikey yell I hear him running. I start walking faster. I'm looking g down while crying. "Frank." I look up and run right into a pole. I stumble back into the ground. I cry in pain. I feel arms lift me up. "Why did you leave?" He asks.

"Gerard didn't want me there." I say holding my face.

"He just doesn't like company sometimes." He says.

"I'm just gonna go home." I say as I start walking away

"Frank."

"I'll see you at school." I say walking back to my house. I get to my dad and I look at the door. I shake my head going over to t

My window I start climbing the tree. I open my window and slip in. My door is still closed. I close my window and lock my door I sit on my bed.

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Sorry for the short chapter.