Learn From Us

For Me

I've had one hell of a ride.
Hell of tears I've cried.
So many times they lied.
So many rocks and hard places
Feeling stuck like my hands were tied.
Plethora ways my faith have died.
Suffering punches to my gut
Arms stuck to my side.
Twenty steps forward, twenty four back.
Suffocating, life's a personal heart attack.
Looking back wondering why'd I not do this and that.
Wanting revenge every time my heart cracked.
I'm out for so much blood, no time to slack
If I had a dollar for betrayal, I'll have stacks
There's no difference between foes and friends
Blaming me for my reactions to their sins
If I was covered in love, I've been skinned
I'm not feeling making any more mends
My soul seeks comfort with a hint of revenge
Why do people make life so fuckin hard?
Why does love leave you feeling so damn scarred?
Why does trust leave your common sense disbarred?
Why do I let bad decisions destroy me when I'm so damn smart?
Every attempt, only thing fresh is the start.
Different places, different faces
Same experiences like a repeat of a museum with the same art
Shopping so hard for peace but it never makes it to the cart
Dishonesty is treated like a game, my back full of darts
It don't pay shit to have a beautiful heart.
Nothing but attention for the world to tear it apart
Tired of being taken as a joke like my last name hart.
I'm suffering from a vengeful spirit.
Save your advice, I don't want to hear it.
My personal space, I don't want no one near it.
I stopped running from the reality and opened my eyes.
Those dark sides of me left me nowhere else to hide.
I'll take my lessons like bruises with a stride.
They've shown me all I needed to see.
This second half is specifically for me.