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All For You

Every cramp.
Every pain.
Every moment I thought I was going insane.
Every moment losing my brain.
Every trial and error choosing your name.
Every tear.
Every stressful year.
Every thought of fear.
Every quiet game.
Every time hearing you repeatedly call my name.
Every pregnancy appointment alone.
Every picture and video of you in my phone.
Every day of listening to your made up songs.
Every night you accompanied me when I just wanted to be gone.
Every time you forgave me when I was wrong.
Every moment over the toilet throwing up my insides.
Every time I carried you and life on my backside.
Every beach moment you burst with joy watching the wave tides.
Every smile.
Every time of bumming myself down for a while.
Every experience with other people's child.
Every step.
Every Mile.
Every poor effort of a girly hairstyle.
Every frown.
Every moment of listening to baby sounds.
Every postpartum episode of feeling down.
Every night of losing sleep.
Every day of choosing whatever you'd want to eat.
Every day spent together on repeat.
Every time you lit up going to trick or treat.
Every play date.
Every night of us staying up late.
Every moment you made me feel like love could be safe.
Every lesson.
Every time I had to chase you down to take cold medicine.
Every doubt.
Every time my friends had me left out.
Every time we had to just thug it out.
Every day spent watching your favorite cartoons.
Every day fussing about cleaning up your room.
Every night we just stood together and gazed at the moon.
Everything was worth it, no matter who thought for you .. it was too soon.
I'd do it all again with only one shoe.
Because I know it's All for you.

Dedicated to Ayesha
Happy 5th Birthday My Baby