Me, Myself and I

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"That dick"

"Bitches the night is full so let's start the hype!!" the crowd cheered

I flickered my headlights on then stepped on the gas as hard as I could. A white boy with a checkered flag went to my window. "Uh, you okay?" Ian with a worried face asked me. I just looked on the wide road and ignored him. "With that face you know this will not end well."

I remembered that I just got out of jail last Friday and today is Sunday. It never ends well with me. "Can't you just... please drop this?" I rolled my eyes. "You know what? Fine" he stormed out

But he turned his way towards my car again

"Just don't Cara" he looked at me with those intense blue eyes and of course with a pissed face he continued

"Don't you end up calling me with your fucked up life"

He went back to his position then raced the flag

"Okay suicidos. Let's start your death" he looked at me. I smiled at him. I know he'll get over this.

"3"

I need to do this

"2"

I can't believe I was dumped by that sicko

"1"

If by chance I see him, I'll crush the balls out of him. If he even had one.

"Go!"

I drive as fast as I could. I see the people cheering and Ian who sighed. I know he's worried but he should've already known that once I made my mind even Obama won't try to stop me.

Gas gas gas gas more gas. I'm stepping on Connell's  face. That dick. Why would he even break up with me? With this face? I need him. I don't love him. Sure he's the jockyI need him to get rid of my mom's security. Now he's gone with his I-just-broke-up-with-the-one-and-only-Cara ego.

"Fuck him"

Then I heard thousand taps on my roof, my windshield blurred and rolling thunder. I turned my wipers on. As it wipes up, I saw a dog that I'm about to turn into a hotdog (yeah I believed that). My instinct made me steer hard to the left and everything was so fast that the last thing I saw was my car kissing the big tree. It was so intense and passionate that there's a smoke. There's a smoke and something wet and red...

then black.

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I smell lavender with chlorine? I breathe deep and I smell alcohol, I think. I don't see anything. It is dark but I hear a woman

"You just saved her..." Her? Me?

"...repay..." I tried to stay awake but the voice slowly faded and for some weird reason I dozed off.

After hours (I guess) I felt recharged and slowly I opened my eyes and for some reason I feel a sharp pain on my head.

I saw a figure, a woman. She stood with her black coat and red, shiny stilettos. Her thick eyebrows staring on me with an aggressive look.

"What...mom?" I realized that it was my beloved mom. "Cara, are you aware of anything that just happened?" she snapped at me. She's upset. I should've expected that.

"I...I...I'm not sure" I tried my best to look devastated, sad, a puppy? I just have to avoid her lectures

"Well, darling. Let me explain this for you" she sighed. She walked beside my bed and smiled. Uh-oh this does not look good.

"You just got out of jail 2 days ago. Do you recall why got you there? Of course, no" she smiled. I hate it every time she acts sarcastically. Sarcasm is for teenagers.

"You stole a fucking Sour Patch, condom and Hershey's at Walmart!" she clenched fer fist "But you did not worry a bit because we're fucking rich!" she shouted and her face is red

Wow she's about to explode. I'm kinda proud seeing her like this.

"And now this" she shrugged her shoulders. "I just hope you hit your head real hard. Maybe your brain will..." She close her eyes and inhaled

"Do you even have one?!" she points her finger on me.

"Hey...um, mom? Can I call you mom?" take that

"Mom are you even aware that I had an accident? That I actually got hurt?" I pointed on the white gauze on my forehead.

"Don't make this about me Cara. I have to leave" she grabbed her orange Mulberry bag.

"Oh don't worry I wont say anything about your shitty Philly" I hate the fact that she's here as Philly's bitch not as my mom.

"Since Connell's gone. I have a present for you" she held my shoulder. 

"Oh no no no no" I can't believe this!!

"Paul will keep you safe darling" she winked and walked towards the door

Oh crap. The worst punishment is her best gift for me. I wish she never met Philly. I wish we're normal. I wish I don't have to live alone because some stupid man is allergic to kids. I hope mom would love me more than Philly. 

""You know I miss you until I see you" I added.

She opened the door and left.

And I'm alone. No, I'm not. Stupid Paul the super bodyguard is outside.




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