Addicted

15• aftermath

My head.

That was the most terrible .. Wet dream?

Well things were great until the part where Matt walked in on Alyssa and I.

I groaned turning over in bed, throwing my leg over his side.

I scooted closer, resting my head in the crook of his neck and throwing my arm over his body.

Wait a minute.

The smell of vanilla filled my nose.

Hair tickled my face.

My hand brushed against his chest .. Breasts.

I slid my leg down his lower body .. Nothing.

"Des, stop."

"Alyssa?" I sat up.

"Babe, are you okay?"

What does she mean?

"What are you doing here?" I asked, brushing my hair from my face.

I looked around, realizing this wasn't my bed, my room, my house.

"Last night ... Was real?" I asked, afraid of her answer.

She nodded, "I'm so sorry."

It all came back, hitting me like a ton of bricks.

"GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY HOUSE!!"

My eyes widened while Alyssa gasped.

"I said, leave!" Matthew snapped.

"Baby--"

"Don't say shit to me! Put some shit on and leave and I'm not gonna say it again!"

I wrapped a sheet around my body, scrambling around while Alyssa did the same.

"I didn't want you to find out like this."

He scoffed, "how else would I find out? You weren't going to tell me! You had the opportunity but you lied to my face. Now I see why you were so hesitant about firing her. You were too bumping pussies with her!"

I felt so guilty.

He looked so hurt.

As he continued to bash me, that guilt slowly withered away.

No more hiding who I am.

What the hell am I sad about? I couldn't even get off while fucking him unless I thought of Alyssa or Fantasy.

I didn't ask for this, he did. The night he forced me to have that damn threesome.

"You know what? I understand your little ego is hurt but you asked for this, Matt! You made me have that threesome with Fantasy! So guess what? Your wife likes pussy now! Get over it", I snapped.

"I asked for this? I didn't ask for my wife to cheat on me. With another bitch, at that!"

"Oh please, you wore condoms when you fucked me. Your own wife! So were you really faithful?!"

"And I'm glad I did! I'm not you! Unlike you, I was loyal and faithful to this relationship."

I clapped, loudly, "con-gratu-fuckin-lations, Matthew! You were loyal and faithful to a relationship you were barely in! I tried .. so hard to ignore it and be only for you but you were never around and I got lonely--"