Love? 5 (M)

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TAEHYUNG'S POV

Jungkook came back to the bedroom with two things in his hands , a condom packet and a lube bottle

I was still laying down horizontally on the bed , he came and put the things on the bedside table and sat beside my laying figure

"Do you want to do this?" He asked softly as if talking with a baby and caressing my hair

I nodded even though I was shit scared it's my first time! I am very very scared!

"Are you sure?" He asked again

I hesitantly nodded

He layed down beside me sideways and balanced his head on his left hand looking at me

"You don't have to do it if you don't want to , I don't want to force you Taehyung , if you don't want to do it tell me hmm?"

"I-i want to do it...but" I took a deep sigh "I'm scared" I said fiddling with my fingers and that's when I realised I was naked while Jungkook wasn't

That's not fair

"Why are you scared?" He asked making me look at him

" 'cause it's my first time.." I said in a whisper , the rain outside was still going on , the raindrops could be heard falling on my room window

By Jungkook's reaction he looked shocked

"You've never had sex before?" He asked not even hesitating to ask the question it just came out from his mouth

I shook my head

"Really?"

"Why are you so shocked?"

He let his head and upperbody fall on the bed beside me and while looking at the ceiling

"I never thought someone as beautiful and sinful as you could be a virgin"

"Why?"

"I thought you must have a list of ex's"

"Humph I am pretty sure you must have that" I said with an eye roll

"Then why do you want me to be your first one?" He asked looking at me now

"I trust you" I said with a slight blush appearing on my cheeks

"Even after what I've done to you?"

"Hmm I understand your situation...I can never hate you for anything... instead I hated myself for everything" I said being completely honest

"Oh~ my baby" He said and hugged me

Okay now when he said baby I felt something in myself

And soon he started leaving wet kisses on my neck and shoulder

"Are you sure you won't regret it?" I asked him "What if you are summoned by someone and tomorrow you will eventually regret everything" I continued that is so dumb of a logic

He laughed and faced me "You are one of an over thinker aren't you? I told you I won't regret it , I am doing this with all my own will , if you want I can sign a contract or make a video saying I did it all on my own will" He said sincerely

"No...that's fine" I replied in a small voice I told him I trust him so why can't I trust him with him giving us a chance?

He kissed my nose and got up telling me to lay vertically and comfortably on the bed

When I was doing that I didn't even see him taking his briefs off

And when I looked at him I lost it

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