Growing up christian ( story of my life )

☀️Summer time☀️

Hey everybody 😄😄, I'm finally done with exams and vacations have started ☀️. I just want to tell you how great full I am to the people who read this on every update even thou I don't to it regularly ,I appreciate you for doing so and I hope I have been helpful in anyway 👍. Ok so since my vacation started I've been thinking of what to do for these two months . Last summer I told my self that I'll grow closer to God but I ended up finishing 10 seasons of smallville( I started the show a month or two before vacations) so yeah I enjoyed the show but was a bit addicted I must say 😔, but this summer I really want to know more about the God I serve ,and I pray that I reap what I sow cause time spent in prayer is time never wasted , ever since I was a girl of 13 wanted to know God more but I would have this one really spiritual day and the rest would just be about me and my desires , I did so because some days I didn't fell anything ,I just felt like it was only me in the room and he was not there , so I would shorten my prayer time and make it just something I do to stay on the safe side , but I'll tell you this God didn't create us and make us to be on the safe side , he wants you to start and build your relationship with him he wants you to know him . I remember singing grace what have you done , (that song by Hillsong which is awesome ) and there's a line that goes : "oh to be like you give all I have just to know you " and when I sang that I taught to my self , I barely spend time with him in his word and prayer, and I sing that" I'll give all I have just to know you " which shows that what I sang were just words to me . So I want to change that , I want to know him , I want to know that fire that everyone has so even if I do or don't feel anything I will pray and simply believe that he is there and , to know that time spent with him is time never wasted 😌. I wish you all a happy and productive summer vacations and I hope y'all will have fun and may your relationship with God be strengthened