Growing up christian ( story of my life )

Doubt

Hey guys I'm sorry for not writing but i had tests this whole week and plus i have my first term exam on June . I hope every one is doing well 😊😊 Ok so i just want to talk about doubt , as a kid i grew up in a christian environment my parents weren't strict on me but they imparted in me to know whats right and wrong and they trust that i make the right choices and i always try to be trustworthy because once the trust is broken its really hard to get it back, you will get it back because their your parents and they'll always love you know matter what but it will take time and a lot of behavioral modifications .
As being a kid who's parents are committed to the Lord and the atmosphere filled with gospel music its funny yet not surprising that i Had doubts about God ,it was so because i have heard about jesus all my life and never once did i take a moment to stop and say who am i worshiping and why ? Because i have spent hours and based my whole life on jesus but yet i didn't know him as close and doubted him , isn't it funny . So from there onwards i started paying attention to his word waiting for him to speak to me God will speak to you if you are sincerely seeking him not just a moment you need him to speak because when God speaks it changes your whole world and how you see it and others , how you react and how you feel . So if you had doubts like i had growing up or have doubts about God please go to the word of God ask him to show his will in your life ask for him to speak to you through the bible but sincerely do it with the purest of hearts , because sometimes we feel very spiritual and the other days we feel like screaming at everyones face 😔 so take it seriously don't give up take courage dear heart 😊 and know that he is there even when you don't feel him , everyone has doubts but how you act on them matters you can leave it as it at the doubts will grow progressively or go to the word of God ask forgiveness and know that he is in control no matter what . Choose him over the world cause he is the universe