It was my mistake ( Luisa X Asher)

Day- 41

Luisa Pov :
I dont know how to convice grandma. i have tried many times but its no use. since grandpa died, she dont even get outside of the house that much. Everyone tried to convince her but he wont agree. i can totally understand her but its time to let go of the things. i didnt mean to let go of grandpa's memories but to let go of her stubbornness. she is stubborn about the fact that she wont stay out of this house. i dont know what to do anymore. We have to go back next week. i dont wanna go back but i wants to go back to my batch and my home. my comfort place is my Home. i litrally missing our Own home and my toilet. ? i cant stay without my toilet.

afternoon :
tessa : luisa? you are still lying on your bed? wake up!!
luisa : *groans* I'm too lazyy to do that.
tessa : lets go outside. there is many handsome boys waiting for you.
luisa : *in mind : mine one is more handsome* so what can i do with those handsome boys? *frowns*
tessa : you can make them your friend *smiles*
luisa : ew. No way. i would rather die than making male friends here.
tessa : *laughs* um....what about making male friends inside of your College? *smirks*
luisa : *disgusted* i already have a male friend. so i dont need anymore.
tessa : Really? is he single? is he handsome enough to be your -
luisa : ay ay hey hey. he is mingle. he is in relationship with my close friend. and also I seen him as a brother ?.
tessa : *laughs* got it. but you should mak-
luisa : *screaming* ahhhh uhhhhh ahhhhh
tessa : ugh *eye roll* Luisa.
luisa : hehe *giggles*
Everything was going smooth but you know? its village ? so its common to power cut here in our village i mean in every village.
ugh, I'm sick of this power cut. I'm gonna chew the net and pop out some power!!  I'm gonna turn into powerwoman. i will make power cut come back itself! *proud ass*
because of power cut, i cant even use my phone *groans* They said "you will love it when you reach there" but bruh You dont even have power, wifi, any fresh air. How can i live without these thing for a whole damn 2weeks? i need to buy mb but how can i buy charge? my phone's charge is really low. cant deny the fact that this village's air gives me chill. No hotness, no coldness, no arguments BUT ONLY PEACH!!  i heard yesterday a woman tried to suicide because her husband died yesterday morning. this giving me shivers. like the Hell!!  What if his spirit ghost come back and haunt us down? goshhh!!  nah i need to sleep with my cat.
after i bought my sleepy cat to my bed, she slowly opened her eyes. Alaiiiiwaaaa... her eyes are so so soo..... scaryyyyy. her full body is black colours.... so its really scary when she opens her eyes in the dark. i dont think that i can  sleep with her. She is giving me chills. i guess its better to sleep alone or else my cat gonna give me heart attack by her scary eyes. i may think of her a ghost, when I'm deadly asleep.
i guess Mom - dad is already slept. grandma? he is also already felt asleep. i guess i have to sleep with my legs folded. if i dont fold my legs, ghost might eat them up. gross. what the heck am i thinking?
i need therapist. therapist should give me therapy....hehe. Therapists will also get crazy with me present there. When the heroine is crazy then why should hero stay sane?  He should also turn into a crazy statue like me. But who is my hero?  pfttt. i dont know.  Luisa you should sleep now.
good night.
*BANG*