Haze: A Poem

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To: The Boy That Pretended I Was Someone Else

talking to you

always left me

in a haze


i don't remember

our conversations


i don't remember

why i cared about you


i remember

my suspicions


i remember

knowing your intentions


i don't remember

why i didn't care


my smile

hung off my face

in the shower


down the drain

along with

every other feeling i had


i dont miss our

friendship

i really thought i would


i only miss you

because

you benefited me


you did my work

and never asked for anything

in return


you told me

i treated you better

than she did


i.

regret.

it.


you made me realise

why i shouldn't

sacrifice my mind

for others feelings


you made me realise

why i shouldn't

put anyone

before myself


so

thank

you


i would never

say that

to your face


you dont

deserve it

do you?


you've left my mind

in a

haze


and i hope

it stays

that way

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