To: The Girl I Wish I Could Forget About
i see you in everything i do
and i hate it
god i hate it
because i hate you
im supposed to hate you
i do hate you
but how can i
if somehow
im becoming you
all the mistakes i make
are stupid
because they're mistakes
you would make
talking to the
wrong guy
saying the
wrong thing
ever being your friend
was wrong
seven years ago
i knew it would be bad
seven years ago
i should've stayed in bed
seven years ago
i should've blocked you
but we all make mistakes
right?
wrong.
i shouldn't be making
your mistakes
because im not
you
and yet
maybe since im
without you
part of me wants
to be you
to restore what was lost
a piece of me was lost
when i became
friends with you
a piece of you was gained
when i stopped being
friends with you
i wanna know
what happened to you?
do you see
reflections
of me too?
YOU ARE READING
Paper Airplanes
PoetryPaper Airplanes is a poetry book dedicated to all the friends I have left behind -- even the ones I no longer get along with. As I graduate high school in less than a month, I've written so many poems and I know I'm not the only teenage girl going t...
