Love Of The Dark

Victoria's P.O.V

So basically this part is  almost the same as part 11 but it's from Victoria's P.O.V .this part is slightly different from the previous one . So don't think it's the same 😃

I thought Victoria's POV was needed in part 11 but I didn't add that part . So I decided to make a separate one and here it is : ) 

Dr. Adebelle left , I sat down on the couch my head started to hurt once again , I thought maybe it's migraine . I asked Mrs. Haruto to bring my medicine. "Sure " she brought me  the medicine with a glass of water in her other hand as I  slowly got up to take the pills " dinner is ready eat it and take rest " she patted my  head and left.  To be honest I wasn't starving for now  but there was only one thing I felt that was to distract my mind and shift it to something positive.

Time skips : at night 

I thought of distracting my mind a little by watching my tv shows or movies which I always wanted from a long time but didn't get any time for such things .  After watching some tv shows to fresh up my mind a little . I  sat down to have my  dinner I was this busy in thoughts that I didn't even notice someone was staring at me  . could one of the maids ? All i needs is a eye contact with them and everyone's gaze down . I looked at maid expecting her to lower her gaze but instead she kept staring at me like there is tomorrow . " please focus on your work I would appreciate that more " I said gaining all the attention in the room but that maid just ignored me and kept on staring." What am I a diamond that she is staring at me this deeply ? Wait a minute Oh god this same situation happened this afternoon isn't it? And then the bodyguard........but why she is looking at me like that am I looking weird or ... aishhh leave it " i thought to myself and continued eating my food when the spoon that I was holding dropped on the ground after seeing a sudden view in front me , that maid lost her balance and fell on the floor . All the other maids gasped and ran towards her . " wtf what just happened? Did she ..... no god please no not again" I thought to myself      " ma'am she is not breathing " " what's wrong with them or something wrong with me ? Why am I experiencing this ?" I thought to myself  again . 

After that incident, instead of forgetting the case and whatever I'm experiencing i forgot the positive thought I  had a couple of minutes ago . Once again i slipped into something i shouldn't have . My  body felt heavy , my head is still hurting looks like the medicine i took a while ago didn't help . Maybe stress is also taking over me  ?and I can for once in my life stop overthinking? Guess what never !   After having my  dinner i headed upstairs to finally get some sleep . Trying my best to ignore the situations but my mind wasn't letting me  . All these weird things happening from day 1 it's .... I can't now but for some reason I want to get to the end of this case because every other day getting questionable situation which has a connection with this case and there is always a thing in my body telling me to find the answers of these questions but unfortunately I fail them , finally end of the day - "Okay no stress , nothing now , sleep as much as you want just don't think about the case much metal health comes first girl . Tomorrow my whole day is free indirectly, no busy schedule so no stress , remember you're Victoria Thompson or you know what just let be Victoria only " i said as I  started with my  skincare routine.  Honestly I felt much more relaxed after doing that.  After that case , this is the only moment I  felt normal for once, no weird things happening with me , no creepy sounds or even no " hallucinations " . " I think dr. Adebelle's advice did work maybe for a few minutes but it still worked right ? " looking my self in the mirror trying to look happy and acting like nothing happened , just like i was having a great day and same for tomorrow. finally finishing everything up i switched off the lights , it did not take me long to drift of to sleep after a hectic day  . 

Me , who was deep in sleep woke up with a noise of something falling on the ground , maybe once again a glass cup ? I ignored it but once again something fell making me  annoyed as i sat on the bed and came to my senses realising I'm is not my own room nor any other room in my house . " am I dreaming ?" I thought to myself I mean my last action I remember was sleeping in my room and if I wake up with a sudden noise there is 97% chance it's a dream but I don't have a feeling of dream at this point why ?  My heart started to beat faster , it was dark but still I  could make out things present in the room . A torn out couch , a lamp covered with cloth , spider webs all around random things lying here and there a weird smell . "Why this condition so familiar to me ? I mumbled to myself . The room was made mostly with planks . These things were making me remember something very badly . Gulping down hard while breathing heavily, Gaining all the courage i stood up when a squiky like sound was produce making me flinch again . A buzzing like sound was coming probably from outside the room . I slowly reached the doorknob twisting it , to my surprise i was introduced to a wider room familiar to me maybe ? Taking steps on my pointed feet slowly entering the room just to realise.....

" T-this is the s-same house , the h-house I-I found in the -forest . H-how did I e-end up here ?? "  this question kept on occupying my mind . Just thinking this something caught my attention scaring the hell out me the tv which was again turned on and producing that buzzing sound . " Not again" i whispered to myself in disbelief for whatever I was experiencing.  With heavy breathing and fast heart beat i  slowly moved my right hand towards the switch . Just a click and it turned off but that wasn't all just then I felt someone's presence behind like if someone just went past me in a millisecond . I turned around as darkness surrounded me with the view I just saw . I  covered my  mouth immediately after seeing the view visible right in my eyes  . Someone 's body was lying on the floor which was pretty similars to mine  . Even the same clothes I  wore that day , the same place i fell , and the broken remote was just beside . Body's face was covered with strands of hair and that exact day my was hair open , after a couple of seconds of staring finally i went to remove the strands to reveal the face behind it . Slowly removing the strands just to see my own face covered in blood . A screamed escaped my mouth as i fell back from the view i just saw . Not able to process anything i froze at my spot . It's was just like a brain freeze. I couldn't even utter a single word . Wanted to speak but nothing came out except of a gasp from my lovely mouth  . 'Tik -tok , Tik -tok the voice started to come from the wall clock placed just above the fire place which at one time wasn't even working .   What could be the worst day in my life other than this ? "You chose the hell experience it now" exactly now I'm understanding these words what they actually meant . And I bet this is not even the starting of "hell " 

" 4:20 .... I-I can read the time , no nooo this isn't a dream I'm not dreaming a dream doesn't contain a clock or even if it does you can't tell or read the time ! T-this b-body is r-real s-s-so that means I'm f-fake ? No no what in the world are you thinking Victoria! "I seriously wasn't in my senses I don't know what in the world was I think or saying .  without realising few drops of water escaped from my eyes also known as tears . I got up wiping those tears away and grabbed a knife that was placed on the dining table . Holding it in my right hand by placing it on my  left hand wrist pressing my lips together "I -I don't know what I'm doing right now at this exact moment but this thing will surely lead me to some answers to the questions which I don't know and I don't even know what I'm saying but here goes nothing " with that the mark of the knife was left in my left hand wrist making it bleed and a drop of blood falling on the ground . To be honest this was the most stupidest way I ever found for finding an answer . But at this point what am I supposed to do ? How am I suppose to figure out things if I just got here , not even planned  .  " THIS.IS . NOT. A . DREAM ! ! ! That freaking body is real , I'm real but there is only one of me that me myself and no else . " i went towards the main door as i expected is was locked " AHHHH DAMN IT! ! ! " I lost myself there . Kneeling down while tears won't stop coming from my eyes again my head started paining , my vision became blurry . Having this symptom couples times a day is not normal . My  body became light like it's going to float anytime that's when I  shouted with my shaky voice letting the anger out that was trapped  inside from a long  time  : " WHAT DID I EVEN DO ? WHERE DID I GO WRONG ? WHY ? WHY AM I THE  ONLY ONE  EXPERIENCING THIS ? WHY ONLY ME ? I was stupid , so stupid to approve this case , not only this but even my question was stupid ! That even god ignored it . NOW IM STUCK HERE SOMEWHERE I DON'T KNOW HOW DID I EVEN END UP HERE BUT I KNOW THIS ISN'T A DREAM , IM NOT HALLUCINATING. I -I KNOW IT'S LOOP BUT I DON'T KNOW WHAT KIND OF F***ING LOOP IS THIS —" Some one pulled me from behind covering my mouth . I tried .... Kept on trying to remove the hand from my face but failed to touch him .  I can feel it but can't touch it , I can feel his touch all over my body even though one hand is placed on my mouth and the other on my waist . And don't ask me how I know it's "he" . I know the difference between a female and male's hand Feeling like my soul is  automatically leaving me , for me it was like no one was there but still someone was there . I was struggling to free myself from the grip which I can't touch even though I can , when that hand placed on my mouth slowly sliding down to my chest and the other one between my thighs a deep husky voice whispered in my ear stopping me from doing my action at the moment . 

" it's a love loop ..... honey "

To be continued......