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11. Imperfections

𝙃𝙤𝙗𝙞 𝙭 𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙙𝙚𝙧

𝙇𝙚𝙩 𝙮𝙤𝙪𝙧 𝙘𝙧𝙪𝙨𝙝 𝙠𝙣𝙤𝙬 𝙖𝙗𝙤𝙪𝙩 𝙮𝙤𝙪𝙧 𝙞𝙢𝙥𝙚𝙧𝙛𝙚𝙘𝙩𝙞𝙤𝙣𝙨 𝙩𝙤𝙤 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙨𝙚𝙚 𝙬𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙝𝙖𝙥𝙥𝙚𝙣𝙨...

𝙒𝙤𝙧𝙙 𝙘𝙤𝙪𝙣𝙩: 2.7𝙠

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The phone got silent again after ringing for the 13th time, but the owner of the phone kept swying her body, hands and legs in the rhythm of the upbeat music which is blasting through the speakers of the dance studio.

Watching herself and her imperfect moves in the mirror, drenching in sweat from head to toe. The black tank and grey sweatpants are also wet, clinging to her skin in a rather irritating manner.

Her knees buckled and hands shook while doing the last spin. She knows she should stop at this point, her body can't take this torture anymore but the stubbornness of her led her to replay the music and take her position with wobbling feets.

"Just 1 more hour come on. Then today's practice session with the others, then you can go home." She mumbled to herself looking in the huge front mirror.

But no matter how much she pushes herself her body is already spent with an already break less 3 hours dance practice and not to mention her skipped meals.

Her stomach rumble and her body collapsed right after her first move to the music.

"Shut up. How greedy of you, thinking of eating again you ugly pig." She yelled at herself with trembling lips and burning eyes, threatening to pour down. She is tired, spent and frustrated. Her words loudly echo through the studio room. And right after that the room filled with her loud defeated sobs.

She sprawl on the floor limply, crying her heart out. She's disappointed in herself, so fed up of people calling her fat and ugly, she wants to be skinny and be pretty like those other girls. Girls who got compliments from everyone and loved by everyone.

She wants to feel perfect and beautiful too. She wants that confidence and aura to wear those preety clothes and carry herself without a care of this world but nothing, nothing is happening.

She stopped eating her favorite foods, she started starving herself, skipping breakfast, dinner and sometimes lunch too, working out more and even joined the dance class too in hopes that she will be perfect, her body will be slim and perfect.

But it's been six months she's trying but nothing's happening. At first she lost some weight but weirdly enough the more restrictions she added to her schedule to lose weight fast, the more slow her weight loss journey go. And now she suddenly puts on more weight than before.

The loud sobs turned into soft whimpers. The girl stay seated on the corner of the room with her head buried on her folded knees close to her chest.

The click on the door indicates someone's arrival into her sad cocoon. Her head jolt upwards when a very familiar voice scream her name in desperate worry.

"YN? OH MY GOD YN WHAT HAPPENED TO YOU"

The worried shouting rang loudly at her ears. The boy ran towards her and engulfe her sad form in his warm embrace making her heart go crazy.

"Ho - Hoseok" Yn tried to break free from his arms because her heart would explode if the boy kept hugging her like this. Because she fantasie him so so much. She's crazy about this boy, whenever he would talk to her or look at her her heart starts to do hyped somer saults.