Messy《 sal fisher x reader 》

part 5 ♡

"I've never been to a party before, like what the fuck do people do at them?" I ask ash, as we're walking to the house that's the party is happening at. Ash shrugs.
"I don't know, I barley go outside either bro." She responds. I laugh and we enter the house.
When we enter the house I immediately want to leave, but I stay either way because I just got here. I regret not bringing my headphones the second that I step into this house. I hate loud places like this, which is werid because I blast music in my headphones and in going deaf from doing that, but anyways. Ash, larry and sal all go into the kitchen and I follow them. Ash asks if I want a drink and I say no, I don't really like alcohol and I've never really had any. I take out out my phone and went into my camera app, using it as a mirror, checking if my scar is still covered. While I'm doing that my eyes leave my phone for a second and I see sal looking at me. I can from the lighting in the room but I still notice that he's looking at me, when I put my phone down and he realises that I saw him, he looks away quickly.
After a while of us all hanging out and talking, we go upstairs to try find an empty room, because i told the others I had a headache and needed to go somewhere more quiet. Which was true. We went and found a bedroom upstairs and we all sat on the floor and talked for a bit more.
We end up playing truth or dare, again. I mostly chose truth whenever I play this. And when ash asks me "Truth or dare?" and I said "Truth." Then ash asked "what's your type?"
"Uhhhmmm my boyfriend, Ellie Williams from the last of us and also if I'm being honest sal." I said. Shit. Maybe I could say I'm joking. I mean I'm not joking but I could say that I am. I laugh a bit and larry and ash laugh but sal just stares at the wall.
After about 3 hours of ash, larry, sal and me hanging out at this random house and talking. We all walk home. Ash and larry walking infront of me and sal. I don't remember when this happened or how it did but somehow sals hand found mine. We didn't look at eachother, I just stayed talking, not even looking down at our hands, or at sal who was looking at me. I mean like, if aidan is able to have his arm around some other girls shoulder. Then why can't I hold my FRIENDS hand?
This is fine.
I get home and immediately fall asleep, not even getting changed. Just throwing of my jacket and shoes.
I wonder what aidan will be like when I see him again. I mean it's only been like 2 weeks since I last saw him, I haven't missed him as much as I thought I would.
But right now, I miss holding sals hand.

{A/N RAAAAA HIII, okay sorry this chapter was so short lmao. And also, like i said in the last chapter, I literally do not go outside bro I have never been to a party idk what yall do at them😭🙏alsooo the first 5 chapters of this have been published, then im writing the next few and publishing them hehe:33, THATS ALL I HAD TO SAY BYEBYE}