"Ok Aunt Flo you ready?" Sarah asks after we have lunch after her interview. "Yeah I am. Let's do the sadder one first." I say. "I agree I like to get the sadder ones out first." Sarah says. So we head back into the studio. And Sam is playing the instrumentals for the songs and we are starting with I Hate Myself. Sam sits at the piano with Scarlett next to her. "Ok when you are ready." Sam says. "I'm ready." I tell her and I begin to sing as she plays.
"I woke up today, at least that much is true"
"I saw what people see"
"What a year this made of me"
"I tried a hundred times but each time I thought of you"
"I hate myself"
"I hate myself"
"I fucking hate myself"
"And I want days of pain"
"Oh, to feel the things I need"
"To pay off this shame"
"And I know that makes me broken"
"I know that makes me weak"
"I guess I'll put my armor back on now"
"I found the way but I turned around"
"One step to start but I'd rather fall down"
"Too much of a coward to just say I'm wrong"
"Too much of a coward to admit I need"
"Help me, please"
As I sing I feel tears fall down my face. And soon I feel a pair of arms around me and I don't have to open my eyes to know it's Scarlett she truly is like a sister to me.
"And I want days of pain"
"Oh, to feel the things I need"
"To pay off this shame"
"And I know that makes me broken"
"I know that makes me weak"
"Will you help me put my armor back on now?"
"I hate myself"
"I hate myself"
"I fucking hate myself"
"I hate myself"
"I hate myself"
"I fucking hate myself"
"Try to fix yourself, " that's all they'd say to me"
"Tried to fix myself"
"Didn't know how hard it would be"
"That was absolutely beautiful Flo." Sam says. "Thanks." I say wiping my tears with Scar still hugging me. "I'm glad I decided on the instrumentals being mainly piano. It added more emotion to it I think." I say. "I agree it did." Scar says, wiping away her own tears. "Are we ready for the next one or do you need a break?" Sarah asks. "Let me post a meme first." I tell her.
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"Hehehehe"
[HaileeSteinfeld: True]
[TomHoland: Ha facts]
[ImanVellani: Poor Yelena]
[VanessaJohansson: I feel for you Yelena]
[FlorencePugh: Why is the bitch following and commenting on my posts]
[ScarlettJohansson: V leave Flo alone]
"Damn it Vanessa!" Scarlett growls, "I don't like her. She broke my trust." Sam says. "I love the name you gave her." Sam adds. "Ok let's get back to business." Sarah says and we record Best Part Of Me.
"I can't shake you off, dear"
"Something I have tried to do"
"But I can't shake you off, dear"
"Sit on trains and think of you"
"But I, oh, I can't tell"
"If it hurts or it helps"
"All the things you said sleeping in my head"
"Is it a curse I have?"
"Hurting things it don't deserve"
"I know, I know, I'm fucked"
"'Cause I felt love like us"
"So breathe me in"
"One last time"
"And we'll play our rehearsed"
"Goodbyes"
"And I won't say it if you don't say it"
"Please, don't say it"
"Don't say, "I love you still"
"What if I could say"
"Thank you for the best parts?"
"Sorry for my weak heart"
"My love just hurts when loving"
"But you were the best part"
"You"
"So breathe me in"
"One last time"
"And we'll play our rehearsed"
"Goodbyes"
"And I won't say it if you don't say it"
"Please, don't say it"
"Don't say, "I love you still"
"And I won't say it if you don't say it"
"Please, don't say it"
"You know I love you still"
"You know I love you still"
"(You know I love you still)"
A/N
We still don't like Vanessa. Best Part Of Me and I Hate Myself are by Florence Pugh. Anygays see you in the next one.
