SI BOY- MAKAHIYA (Completed)

Chapter Forty- five - Tiffany

"What was that all about Tiffany Belle?" I rolled my eyes up as dad shouted at me.

" dad I told you I'm not ready. And besides, we can cancel it for a while then if we we're ready we will get married. No more engagement party."

"kausapin mo yang anak mo Sofia!" then he rushes to his room. 

"mom, please I'm tired." Saka ako dumiretso sa kwarto ko. Nakahiga lang ako sa kama ko as the flash of memory invaded my mind.

( FLASHBACK )

" babalik ka pa ba sa states?" inosenteng tanong ni Renzo but I preferred calling him Rain. Nandito kami sa favorite place niya, sa overview. I laugh at him with full of sarcasm. 

"of course! Dun ako nakatira. And I will leave you!" yumuko siya saka nagkamot ng ulo. Ewan ko ba sa lalaking to kahit maldita ako sa kanya sinusunod niya lahat ng gusto ko.

"give me a hug." A childish smirk form from his lips and he hug me tight. 

" I love you Tif."

"nah! Korny." But his innocence made me admire him. Hindi ko matanggap sa sarili ko na nahuhulog na ako sa kanya. He is just Renzo Zulueta, Trisha's first love. But sad to say. . . he is my deepest heart ache. I love him to the extend na naging selfish ako, just because I want Trisha to be mad. I left him without a trace. 

Kinalimutan ko siya and dream high to be successful and achieve fame.But when I got to know more about Drake Salazar, I realized that I never been in love with Rain. Love is so over rated. I call it obsession. I became obsessed watching Trisha suffered and ruin even though it made me broke into pieces. Huli na para ma realized ko kung gaano siya ka importante sa buhay ko ngayong may Sharie na siya. And like me, Drake was obsessed being with her. He is obsessed being in love with her. Nakakatawa lang on how someone like him suffered like this. He's too naive and innocent. And I guess, being in love with Angella is his biggest strength and a centred of his boring life.Yeah! I admit I was cruel to him. But I just want him to be brave and act as a guy and not as a boy whose crying is the only option in life. I want him to be as the guy he supposed to be. Tumakas ako sa engagement party because I already made up my mind. I don't care anymore and I will do whatever I want. Dumiretso ako sa condo ni Renzo dahil malapit lang yun sa hotel na tinakasan ko." 

"hi.." shock was written all over his face ng pag buksan niya ako ng pinto. Kaya sinamantala ko yun at pumasok na. Matagal-tagal narin akong hindi nakadalaw dito sa condo niya and I was surprise na dito siya tumuloy ngayon instead to their house. 

"Anong ginagawa mo dito?" she grab my shoulder pero tinitigan ko lang yun at hinayaan siyang pisilin yun, sobrang sakit pero mas masakit Makita yung mga mata niyang wala ng pakialam sakin.

" I just run away." Pinasadahan niya ng tingin ang gown na suot ko saka dahan-dahang binitiwan ang braso ko. Umupo ako sa sofa as tears emerge from my eyes pero pinunasan ko agad yun at humarap sa kanya. 

" hindi natuloy ang engagement."