Songs from the heart

you'll never really understand

Chorus1:

I was never really one to say
that I had other plans
killing seconds just a call away
starving for a chance
mold my day to fit your own
I swore I liked being alone
I know we've been here before
You said that I deserve more

Verse1:

I could never really blame you for
what was in your heart
you were kind about it, wished you could
and I knew it from the start
but I'd never go back and tell you
please don't pick up the phone
cause I'm not moving on
I'd never

Chorus2:

understand
that good things never work
but I'd steal
whatever scraps you'd throw
and treat you like a jerk
mold my day to fit your own
swear I like being alone
until you crack the door
until I deserve more

Verse2:

God I wish that I could blame you for
doing what I say
grand my wishes, heartless kisses
with tear-sticken okays
but when you say that I'm not a baby
that choosing this hurts me, I know
still you won't make me go
you'll never

Chorus3:

understand
I'm never making plans
crossing fingers, just a text away
starving for a change
mold my days to fit your own
when I'm left all alone
and you're as cold as before
I know that I deserve more

Bridge:

but I'm playing it cool
and I shrug that I'm fine
and the cleverest fool
never sees through the lie

love our little arrangement
pushing me to derangement
when I say that we're chill
I mean that I'll never heal

cause I'm dying from thirst
and your water has shards
of glass, you're sparing my feelings,
breaking my heart of hearts

and somehow in the dense
something changed in the way I felt
I had to lock it out
cause if I don't have you
than all I have is me
and I have to believe

Chorus4:

I'm enough even when I'm not
killing seconds just a call away
begging you to stop
mold my day to fit your own
l never liked being alone
I know we've been here before
I know I know I know I know

Chorus5:

But you were never really one to stay
still you kept me just a call away
mold my days to fit your own
swore I liked being alone
I know we've been here before
you say that I deserve more

but you never really gave me more